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2:06am

Staring at my PC, getting agitated each second. "가나다라파...fuck!" Why is Korean so hard!? Losing patience but i need this.

Sigh

I just really want to leave South Africa to go to South Korea,the land of nostalgic memories. The atmosphere is lively as a beehive on a summer afternoon. Food looks soo good, I can even smell it through the screen.
The list is endless.

The main issue is
I'm a black girl

And terrified of racism

But I must chase my dreams for my own sake. For my future.

Honestly speaking, there this "thing" thats calling me in Korea. It is hard to put it into simpler words. The calling gets stronger each day. I should listen to it. I must.

My brain cells almost getting fried,I decided to call it a night. I slowly walked to my drawer to grab my PPJ's. I took my phone,opened Spotify and played 'Hurt' by New jeans.

Cough cough
I'm also a huge kpop Stan. I Stan so many groups i go loco trying to keep up with them.
Also a kdrama sucker.

Airpods on, inside the covers. looking up on my ceiling,staring the glow-in-the-dark stars. I took a deep breath in, "you got this." As I try and motivate myself. "Goodnight to me, I love myself so much, I mean the world to me."

Since I live alone, it doesn't hurt to say goodnight to myself. I quickly fell into deep slumber.

Remembering how my parents got murdered, just for money.

A*..•N

It be looking abit dry but I'm new at in the game

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