and they were roommates (dreamnap)

6- literally what r we

~it's stupid that i miss you, that i wanna kiss you~
stupid i miss u, forrest nolan

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sapnaps pov
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i have no clue on how me and dream went from just being your average best friends that acted like brothers to only acting like that outside of our dorm.

i'll sleep in the same bed as him when my anxiety at night gets really bad, we'll give each other peppered kisses, and act like we're in a relationship.

we honestly could pass as boyfriends.

i mean, i do have romantic feelings for dream but i'm too scared to commit and be in a relationship with him.

i'm unsure of how dream feels about me or fuck, i don't know how he feels about 'us'.

i snapped out of my train of thought when i saw someone throw a piece of paper or something stupid.

i rolled my eyes and continued the work i was doing on my computer.

it was hard to focus when my thoughts were caught up in dream and if i wanted to even be in a relationship with him.

i was so in love with him, i knew that. i knew i wanted to be with him more than anything but like i also didn't want to date him.

do i make sense?

i don't know, i'm confusing myself at this point.

i found myself staring at the time on my screen. this was my final class and i really wanted to leave.

i stared at it, waiting for the minute to change so i could finally leave.

the minute changed and i sprung up to go and leave. i didn't want to be here any longer.

i walked off and prepared to walk for what felt like ages. i walked past windows and i decided to look out and see what i would be walking in.

rain.

of fucking course. i continued walking and began dreading to walk outside. i didn't want to get wet.

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time skip
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i walked in my dorm and immediately took of my jacket. dream looked up and saw me. he chuckled slightly.

"did you have to walk through the rain?" he asked me the most rhetorical question in the world. "i don't know sherlock, you tell me." i said annoyed.

he rolled his eyes. "come here you big baby," he said. i sighed and walked over to his bed. once i stood over it and made eye contact with me he chuckled.

"get your wet pants off first!" dream said. i groaned and walked over to my dresser to grab some dry sweatpants.

"why do you want my pants off? you wanna fuck me or something?" i joked with him. i heard dream gasp behind me. "where'd you get that idea?" dream asked me, shocked at my comment.

i chuckled as i put my new pants on. "it's not that deep. anyways, what do you want?" i asked him, changing our subject.

"i wanted you to lay in my bed since it's warm and dry and you're you know, wet and cold." dream explained to me. i playfully rolled my eyes and got in the bed.

i pulled some of the blanket over over my body so i would warm up. i rested my body against dreams and smiled.

"see? this is better than the rain." dream said. i chuckled. "yeah it's a lot better."

dream moved his hand to hold mine. i smiled at his small action. i intertwined our fingers and looked up at him and smiled.

"you're cute." dream said as he admired my face. i smiled and felt my entire body heat up. "shut up.." i mumbled, i was too flustered to give a normal response.

"i mean it." dream said as he moved his free hand to hold my chin. i smiled and looked up at him softly.

he rubbed my chin with his thumb. all i could do was stare into his eyes. his eyes were absolutely gorgeous. i could look at them all day.

dream pulled on my chin and pulled me to him. i closed my eyes as our lips met. dream managed to make this the softest kiss i've ever had.

his lips were soft and had a layer of chapstick on the top. i noticed how easy it made our lips slide together.

dream moved his hand away from mine to pull my face closer to his. i don't know how this moment had me feel like my head was spinning.

our soft lips crashing together in dead silence.

that's all i could pay attention to. dream softly nibbled on my bottom lip. i gasped at the feeling and then felt dream slip his tongue into my mouth.

his warm tongue moving around my mouth shouldn't have felt as nice as it did. fuck, i've needed this.

i couldn't match dreams calmness. i was much more eager than dream was. he took this moment like it was normal.

i mean, i guess it's starting to be normal. we pulled away from our kiss and looked each other in the eyes.

i couldn't stop the whine that escaped my lips when i noticed how dream was staring at me.

i panicked upon making the noise and covered my mouth in embarrassment. dream broke into laughter, ignoring the situation.

i didn't know how to respond. it just happened!

"sapnap you're so over dramatic." dream jokes with me. i rolled my eyes. he also didn't go through the same situation as me so he doesn't know what he's talking about.

if anything i'm under reacting.

i lightly hit dream. "shut up!! that was embarrassing and you know it." i complained to him. he chuckled. he kissed my cheek and pulled me down to lay with him.

"alright, it's nap time now." dream said as he held me in his arms. i smiled and nuzzled up to him. i moved my hands up to hold the fabric of dreams shirt.

it's funny how we use each other to get the attention nobody else gives us.

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