and they were roommates (dreamnap)

14- ungrateful tendencies

~thoughts that go like bullets through you the time you told me that you wished you were dead~
sleep thru ur alarms, lontalius

cw: homophobia, f slur (i'm pan don't jump me pls🙏🙏)

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dreams pov
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i barely leave my room anymore. i'm avoiding my parents as much as possible. i don't want to be around them or anyone for that matter.

i feel lonely i just won't admit it to anyone.

i've been by myself so much that i've had enough time to think about a lot of stuff.

one of the things i've thought about was if i could commit to sapnap and being in a relationship with him.

i mean, i've spent nights sleeping right next to him. i never spent my time alone because i could always hang out with him.

i know i can commit to sapnap, i've had the biggest crush on him since high school! i did everything i could to try and get him to like me back and now i've finally done it.

now i just need to apologize somehow to him.

i heard my mother call my name and i stood up. i walked downstairs and saw her. she looked more dressed up than usual.

were we doing something and i'm not aware?

"dream, please get ready to go." she blankly said. i tilted my head in confusion. "what are we doing?" i asked.

thanksgiving wasn't 'til tomorrow what could we be doing?

"it's a surprise, just please get out of those sweatpants and into something a bit nicer," i looked down at the sweatpants i was wearing and chuckled in embarrassment. "jeans would be nice." she said.

i nodded and walked back upstairs to go and change.

i decided to listen to my mother and put jeans on. there really was no harm in it. i grabbed a new shirt and put it on.

i looked at myself in the mirror and decided i looked decent enough for my mothers standards at least.

i was curious as to where we were going to go and why i couldn't know. my mother was never known for being secretive.

i guess i'll just sit and wonder for the time being.

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time skip
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"we went to sapnaps house?" i asked confused out of my mind. my mother nodded happily. "i thought it would be nice since we haven't seen them in so long!" my mother said.

i didn't want to be a buzzkill and be rude to her so i just decided to nod and act happy.

seeing sapnap can't be that bad now can it?

i walked behind my parents and heard my father mumbling things. he's probably still pissed about sapnaps mom posting something he doesn't like.

my mother knocked on the door and waited. sapnaps mom opened the door and smiled widely at us. "come inside! it's great to see you all!" she said happily.

my father quickly slipped inside, my mother walked after him. i walked up and sapnaps mom smiled at me.

"you've gotten very tall!" she pointed out. i remembered she hasn't seen me since high school and i wasn't exactly six foot three in high school.

i chuckled at what she said. "yeah, it's been awhile." i said. she smiled as i walked inside.

i dreaded being here yet i was so happy to be here.