and they were roommates (dreamnap)

5- fuck, im falling in love

~cause it don't feel right when it's late at night and it's just me and my dreams~
that's what i want, lil nas x

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sapnaps pov
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there me and dream stood, the middle of a college campus kissing each other like there's no tomorrow.

i don't know where in our friendship this seemed to become normal. we've kissed three times now and we just let it slide?

i mean, at least we're not friends that fuck.

all we do is really kiss one another. fuck, i can barely keep my train of thought right without it going to dream.

this man has me head over fucking heels.

we pulled away from our kissed and giggled. dream grabbed my hand and pulled me to our dorms building.

how's he so casual about this?

i brushed it off since dream always acted like this. this is nothing new to me.

well, it should be.

once we reached our dorm, dream opened the door and motioned me in. i chuckled and walked in. he smiled and walked in after me.

i walked over to my dresser to change my clothes from what i was currently wearing. i grabbed some sweatpants and a random t-shirt. i turned around and saw dream on his phone.

i walked to our bathroom and locked the door so i could change and y'know, not have dream see me changing by accident.

i sighed. i was away from the man that's been causing me to feel so incredibly love sick.

i love him to death and could have sworn he was my 'brother from another mother' but i guess not.

i have nothing wrong with being in love with him i just don't know what to do?

does that make sense?

once i was dressed appropriately to go to bed, i left the bathroom. i walked over to my bed and laid down.

i stared at the ceiling and didn't pay attention to the world around me. i tried to drown out my thoughts of dream but he was the only thing on my mind.

just a constant loop of thinking about him.

i sighed and turned onto my side that faced dream. he was now laying on his bed but still on his phone. i didn't mind whatever he was doing, he kept himself busy unlike me.

i don't know how dream feels though. it's weird how he expresses his romantic feelings: that or i don't know peoples tones and what they mean.

he was just perfect though.

everything about dream was perfect.

i closed my eyes and attempted to fall asleep. i had a long day and i needed an excuse to give myself for not continuing my essay.

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time skip
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i woke up and saw everything was still dark. i noticed that i didn't wake up by my alarm.

i groaned and grabbed my phone. after the brightness blinded me, i saw that the time was 1:25am.

i had barely slept. i sat up and rubbed my eyes. i was still tired but i couldn't seem to fall back asleep and after my phone brightness very much woke me up, i'm not going back to bed.

"what are you doing?" dream asked me, breaking the silence. i jumped at hearing his words. i didn't expect him to bed up.

"i woke up." i told him. "did i wake you up?" dream asked, scared that he might have been the reason i woke up. i shook my head. "nope, my body just wanted me to be up." i explained.

"you alright?" dream asked me. "yeah i'm fine. i really wish i could go back to bed though." i told dream, chuckling at the end.

"you could sleep with me in my bed." dream said, completely randomly. i looked at him. i was in total shock. "can i?" i asked him, not really knowing if he was joking.

"i mean, if you want."

i shrugged and got up. i walked to dreams bed and laid down next to him. he wrapped his arms around my waist and held me. i put my hand on his chest and smiled.

i felt safe in his arms. as corny as it sounds, it really is true.

i shut my eyelids and laid in a comforting silence with dream. he held me as i began to fall asleep without even realizing.

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dreams pov
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i don't know how i've managed to fall more and more in love with this boy but i somehow did.

i mean, i've been in love with him since high school!

it's been so many years and this is the only person i seem to be interested in. i've tried other people but it just didn't work out.

and now, he's asleep as i hold him in my arms. fuck, this moment shouldn't be as corny as it is.

i pulled him closer to me and closed my eyes. i loved holding him in my arms.

maybe i'll try to do this every night. ;) (hehe)

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time skip
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i woke up to hearing my alarm. i groaned and turned it off. i looked down and saw sapnap laying down, holding onto me.

...

WHAT THE FUCK?

i then in the moment remembered that he fell asleep with me last night. i calmed down and looked back down at him.

i hate waking him up.

i lightly shook him. "sapnap," i whispered. i saw him slowly open his eyes. he groaned. "sapnap, you have to get up." he looked at me and and laid his head in my chest.

"5 more minutes.." he whispered. i sighed. even if i wanted to get up i couldn't since he was holding me down.

i laid back down and held him once again.

i knew my alarm would go off again in a few moments. i didn't want it to but y'know.

i didn't really have a choice, i still have to go to class.

i'll hold him in my arms til then.

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