Without you I'm nothing

Chapter-17(Pick me)

Here Next chapter of Shumdario story..

Harry POV:
Harry: Baby where are you going..? Please stay with me..
I said in a sleepy voice while looking at him. He looked at me with a loving blue eyes and moved close to me. He held my face I leaned in his touch.

Matt: Why are you looks so beautiful..?
‘Why his voice always melting my heart? I tried to move more close to him but I can’t. I looked at him questioningly. He looked concern.

Matt: You’re the reason for your pain..
Yeah I feel my back arched in pain even though I slept peacefully on his chest my body felt completely sore. Did we had sex? Rough sex?

Matt: I tried to be gentle but you said ‘harder.. faster..’
I saw a smirk in the corner of his lips. I’m not surprised because I’m crazy on him so I may asked that. He looked at my lips. I noticed while licking my lips nervously.

Matt: Baby?
Harry: Please.. Kiss me..
I know I’m a dominate person but I don’t know why my body begged for his touch. He pressed his soft lips on mine. I closed my eyes.

Next minute he moved his lips so I put my hand on his neck to pull him closely. His hand caressed my cheek. We kissed like there’s no tomorrow.

My hand pulled so he slowly moved on top of my body. I whined but all I want him. He didn’t put his body on me completely. He balanced himself by putting one hand near my head.

I moaned when he started eating my lips hungerly. But he give up himself when I bite his lower lip.

I chuckled and closed my eyes while pulling his lips in between my teeth but once I released his lips I didn’t feel his weight on me. Without opened my eyes I called him.

Third person POV:
Harry: Matt..
He said little loudly.
David: Harry darling.. Open your eyes.. You’re not on Matt’s lap.. You’re in home..

Harry startled at David’s voice who laughed out of his room. ‘Fuck’ he said and sat on his bed. ‘Why the hell I always dream about him’ he put his hand on his face embarassed.

‘I couldn’t get him out of my mind’ he cursed himself before walked towards the bathroom. After brushed he came into the living he know his friend will teasing him but that’s not good to him.

David: Hello Mr. Matt’s husband..
Harry threw the pillow on him who laughed at Harry’s face.
Harry: Shut up..
Harry shook his head before walked towards the kitchen for make a cup of coffee.

David: Why don’t you marry him instead of dreaming about him everyday..?
He asked while sipping his black coffee. Harry came with a coffee and sat next to his friend.
Harry: I’m not dreaming about him everything..

He said but himself knows it’s not true. David put the cup aside before looking at his beloved friend teasingly.
Harry: What..?
David: Why are you hiding your feelings..?

Harry: Why would I do?
He asked without looking at David.
David: Then why don’t you accept that you love him?
Harry: I’m not loving him-
David was annoyed and stopped him.

David: Then what’s all about Harry..?
Harry sat without say anything. David moved close to him and said.
David: We both knew that’s not true.. You accept or not you already fell on him at the club.. I’m sure he also did the same.. I knew about your family but I don’t know what happened at California..

When you came and said you lost you work I knew you’re lying but I didn’t ask anything because as a friend I saw a pain in your eyes.. You deserves a  true love Harry.. You deserves a person who loves you like your mother..

Harry got emotional and cried. David hugged him while rubbing his back. After a few minutes Harry sniffed his nose before pulling himself from the hug.

Harry: I want a true love.. But I can’t lose another person I love.. I’m broken.. Who want a broken person.. I knew he has a feelings on me.. But-
He said in a sad voice.

David: Please stop that nonsense you idiot.. I didn’t see you past four years.. I last saw you at your mother’s funeral.. I’m sorry I couldn’t be with you after that but I can assume what could happened in your family..
He said in a pleading way.

Harry:They’re not my family..
He said full of anger. David nodded his head.
David: Don’t spoil your future for what happened in the past..
He said and kissed Harry’s forehead before walked into his room.

Harry thought deeply about everything. It’s a weekend so he started cleaning his room to change his mood.

When floated his clothes he heard his phone buzzed. So he took his phone and saw Matt was the one who calling. He thought a second before attend a call.

Harry: Hello..
He said in a low voice but he heard many voices from another side.
Harry: Matt?
-Hey Matt don’t make me moan.. Ahh..

He heard a man moaned while laughing. His heart stopped because that man said Matt’s name.
Matt: Stop you fucking idiot..
He heard Matt shouting. He don’t know what’s happening but he was waiting.
Matt: Hello-

Kat: Harry don’t think your boss cheating on you.. That was my idiotic boyfriend who tried to make you jealous..
She said and laughed at Matt’s rolling eyes.
Matt: Finished? Take your fucking boyfriend out of this house.. or I’ll kill him..

Harry knew that girl was Kat. After a few seconds Matt said.
Matt: Hi Harry..
He said in a nervous tone. Harry cleared his throat before said.
Harry: Ahn I’m here..

Matt: Sorry for my friend..
Harry: It’s okay..
He said simply. Matt couldn’t help himself asking the next question.
Matt: Did you feel jealous?
He asked all of sudden. Harry choked nothing but his eyes widen.

Matt: Hello.. Harry?
He asked. Harry knew his anger fumed before heard Kat’s voice. But he don’t know what to say.
Harry: No..
Matt sighed in disappointed. Harry smiled.

Matt: Oh.. Then bye..
Harry got confused.
Harry: Why did you called me? To check if I get jealous for your friend’s words or what?
Matt: I I’m not called for that.. But.. Um..
Harry again smiled because he loved to make Matt stutter.

Matt: I thought he made you jealous-
Harry: Then his mission accomplished..
Matt smiled surprised. Harry put his phone on his forehead for said it out.
Matt: Yesss..
He said and jumped on the sofa. Harry laughed. Then they waited another one to start talk.

Matt: Harry..?
He said in a low voice. Harry’s breathe stuck in his throat.
Harry: Yes?
Matt: Do you remember how we met?
He said while remembering that night.

Harry: Yes I do..
He said and sat on his bed. He don’t what Matt was trying but he want to talk whole day.
Matt: Do you remember how our eye’s met?
That thought made his stomach tickled.
Harry: Matt I do remembered everything..

Matt: EVERYTHING?
The way he said that word makes Harry’s skin shivered.
Harry: Matt..
Matt: Um..
Harry closed his eyes before asked.
Harry: Are you okay?
He said while hiding his smile.

Matt: No.. I was thinking about you all night.. Your thoughts hunting me.. I invite my friends at my house but in every conversation my mind only went around you..
Harry felt he was in the air. He also same in the Matt’s sutition. But he met him in the dreams ‘wild dreams’ he could mention.

Matt: Can we meet tonight?
Harry: We’re meeting everyday aren’t we?
He asked playfully.
Matt: I mean just two of us.. Please..
How he say to the man who asked in a loving way.

Harry: Okay.. Pick me in the evening..
Matt: Yeah sure..
They hung up the call. Harry smiled that man changed his mood within five minutes. Matt smiled brightly. For them they don’t need dating to start loving because they already fell in love on each other strongly and deeply..!