Without you I'm nothing

Chapter-42(Epilogue)

It’s been three weeks Matt discharged two weeks before. He was completely fine now. Matt done everything to cover Daniel case as he was murdered by unkown gang. They’re living in Matt’s house. But Harry said to him that he gonna buy new house for them but Matt didn’t agreed so they both bought a big house at LA. Harry was okay to live at NY. But Matt knew he can’t look after his business so they’re going to move to LA today. Matt requested his mom to take a in charge at NY restaurants so Nicola accepted for her son. Harry refused but Matt was already took a decision.

They came at their LA house. It’s completely design as their wish. Because they’re going to create a moments there. Their things are already settled. They entered into their bedroom which is has a king size bed. Their wedding photo hanging above the bed. The room was specially made for them. Matt locked the door so Harry looked at him with a smile. I’ts been several months they had each other.

Matt was dying inside to give a happiness to his husband but every time he started doing another than kissing Harry pulled back and stopped him by saying some reasons. Matt knew what bothered him. But Harry even don’t want to talk about that. He don’t know what exactly running into Harry’s mind. He decide to talk that now. He moved close him. Harry inhaled his breathe through his nose. Matt noticed every expression on Harry’s face. He held Harry’s face both his hand.

Harry closed his eyes and leaned in. Matt smiled at his man. He slowly pressed his lips on Harry who moved close to him. Matt kissed him more passionately. He licked Harry’s lower lip but Harry didn’t open his mouth but he couldn’t pulled back because when he breathed hard Matt entered tongue into his mouth. Harry closed his eyes tightly. He also craved for this moment but he was in guilty.

Matt pulled him by his hips. So their body was fleshed each other. Matt tasted every inches of his husband’s mouth. His other hand hold Harry’s neck. Harry gripped Matt’s bicup. Matt bite Harry’s lower lip to receive a moan and he was succeed. But when he moved his lips down on Harry’s neck Harry pulled back and breathed hard. Matt was looked at him with tearful eyes. Harry looked at him. His heart was clinched painfully.

Harry: I’m sorr-
Matt: What’s wrong Harry.. Why are you maintaining your distance..?
Harry: I I need time..
He tried to walk past but Matt held his wrist. He looked down with a glassy eyes.
Matt: I need to talk..
Harry: I can’t..
Matt: What do you mean you can’t?
He was confused. He don’t know how many days he would ran from him. Harry moved close to him. He looked at Matt with his pleading eyes.

Harry: Please baby.. It’s our first day at our home.. I don’t want to make this day worst..
He said but know how he hurt Matt just looking into those eyes.
Matt: That’s what I’m saying let’s make our first day beautiful..
He pulled Harry by his collar. But again harry pulled himself.
Matt: What’s your problem?
He shouted that made Harry startled. He knew Matt didn’t look like he will let go of this today.

Harry: Matt-
Matt: Stop.. I knew how you through past months.. I’m sorry for putting you to that hell.. But I’m trying to make our present days beautiful.. Don't push me away..
Harry felt his heart beats like it’s gonna jump out at the pain. Because Matt thought  he’s the reason for why Harry distance himself. Matt sobbed while looking at him.

Matt: Or don’t you love me-
But he stopped when Harry gave him a death glare. Matt also knew itsn’t possible. But he tricked him to make him talk.
Matt: Then what’s it?
He again asked.
Harry: It’s not because of you it’s because of me..
He shouted and sat on the floor. Matt saw broken Harry. He couldn’t stand he sat next to him. He hugged Harry tightly so Harry cried on his shoulder. Harry pulled before started talk.

Harry: I’m sorry.. Everything happened because of me.. I didn’t deserved your love.. You deserves better.. You are facing the critical situation because of me.. I couldn’t image how much pain you felt.. I’m  a monster who gave you a lot’s of pain.. I’m a unlucky person Matt.. My parent was killed by me.. I almost lost you.. I thought I can give you a happiness but that’s not true.. I can’t give you anything other than pain and negativity.. When I looked at you lying like a lifeless person I hate myself.. Because if we not met again at your office you would be lived happily.. I’m a curse.. I don’t know what to do.. But I love you.. I can’t leave you because without you I'm nothing..

Matt just looked at the man who was sobbing while holding Matt’s hand. He didn’t know Harry was affected this much. But it’s his responsible to take him out of the guilty feeling. It’s not Harry’s fault. He’s a innocent. He pulled Harry but Harry shook his head. But he again pulled him so Harry sat on his lap while sniffing his nose.

Matt: Look I'm here.. You're sat on me.. Nothing happened to me.. I'm fine.. Nothing happened because of you Harry.. You're not doing anything other than born as a brother of that bastard.. You're innocent.. Stop thinking like that.. You're my gift.. Before I met you I didn't live my life that's what I'm thinking because when we're together I'm alive.. My heart felt full with peace and happiness.. You have no idea how much you means to me.. I care for you completely.. You killed him to take revenge for me.. You take a risk because of me.. What I want more? You're enough for me.. When you put the ring in my hand at our wedding I felt I'm the luckiest person in the damn world.. I can't image my life happy without you.. I don't think I could life this much happy if we do not met before.. You're giving happiness in every possible way.. If you give a compliment it makes me happy.. If you look at me with those lovingly eyes I feel happy.. I didn't marry because you want me.. I married because I want you as my other half.. But you're my everything Harry.. I couldn't see you're face like this..
He kissed Harry's forehead who was melting for Matt's lovable words.

Matt: I love you to the square of infinite..
Harry smiled at him that made Matt smile. Harry leaned in and kissed him. He didn't completely convinced but he felt light. Because he trust Matt. If he said something he would believe that. After some soft kisses Harry pulled back.

Matt: What can I do to make my husband feel better..?
Harry: You know what to do..
He said in a teasing way. Matt laughed while nodded his head. Harry stood up and gave a hand to Matt. Once they're standing on their feet Harry wrapped his hand around Matt's neck. Matt's hand moved down on Harry's ass. So he shivered. When he felt the hands cupped his ass he moaned and jumped on him.

Matt walked towards their bed and put Harry without breaking a kiss. They kissed little rough. Their mouth devoured each other. They sucked and tasted with a smile and giggles. Before Matt moved his hand on Harry's pant Harry shifted their position. Matt rolled his eyes. Harry on his hips.
Harry: You have no idea how much I missed you babe..
He said in a raspy voice. That made Matt's skin shivered. He pulled Harry by his neck.

Matt: Then show me..
He said and their lips collide once again. The room was filled with moans, giggles and hot breathe of them. Harry said 'I love you' more than hundred times. But for them that's not enough. Their love is the biggest gift that's what they thought. Because it's filled with emotions, pain, pleasure, excitement, happiness and care. Not everyone has a true love easily. But they fought for it.

They met lot's of problems but finally they won because of their love they have on each other. Their life changed after they met their soulmate. Pain is not always a bad thing it's the tool of helps to make love strong. That's what happened to them. They trust each other. They support each other. Even at the worst part they didn't leave each other. Because they realized they can't live without each other. They expressed their love in every way. Shumdario isn't just a word it's a name of two souls who loved each other unconditionally..! The END..!

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