At the hospital ...
DDOT POV
I was worried about him. I really was. Maybe it was me, maybe I shouldn't have been so focused on his love and affection but more so his mental health. But if anything he did a really good job at hiding it. I was sitting in the waiting room with my head in my knees. I really cared for dd, he was my 1st priority and always will be. Seeing him let go so easily was heartbreaking for me. I just hope that anybody that thinks of doing something like this really rethinks their decision.
"Mr. Jimenez" I heard a voice. "Yes" I said raising my head from my knees. "David is doing fine right now, he's breathing just fine, but he lost a lot of blood. Thankfully not enough to die, you can visit him in room 129 he should wake up in a couple of hours" she said. "Ok thank you so much" I said getting up from my chair. I was glad dd was doing okay. Especially that I didn't lose him. I walked to room 129 and saw dd sleeping peacefully in the hospital bed. It was around 3am so I decided to go to sleep myself.
A few hours later ...
DD POV
I woke up in the hospital. Of course my plan didn't work. I hoped to wake up in heaven with Notti and edot, not a fucking hospital. I groaned as I sat up, struggling to see from the bright light entering the room. I spotted ddot in the corner of the room sleeping in the chair. Soon I felt instant regret. It must've been so traumatic for him to see me like that. I don't even know what I was thinking, I mean there's no fucking way I would make it without ddot. I saw ddot wipe his eyes to see through the light. "Hi baby" I said which made him turn his head to me. "DD!!" He said running to me and hugging me.
"Dd why, why would you do that, everyone loves you too much for you to do that" he said hugging me tightly and now crying. "I'm sorry baby, I just wanted to be with Notti and dot, but now I realize that one day my day will come and I have people present now to get me through the stuff that I'm going through and I see that , again I'm so sorry Im never leaving you" I said hugging him back. "I understand, but I'm always here with you always" he said kissing my forehead.
" So how are you feeling" he asked me. "Fine but I'm feeling kind of weak" I said. The doctor walked in to see me awake. "Hello David" she said. "Hello" I said. "It seems that you're doing fine, you'll feel a little weak but it's nothing serious, make sure you're eating well to get most of your fuel back and rest as much as you can" she said smiling. "Thank you, will I be able to go home today" I asked. "Yes you will be able to go home, and I'm so sorry for anything that's even made you want to do something like this because no one deserves that feeling, I know you have a loving family and a peaceful life so don't end it just yet" she said hugging me. "Thank you so much I really needed that" I said hugging her back. The word family though where were they.
Ddot helped me up from the bed, and I changed into some clothes ddot brought from his house. "Thank you baby" I said kissing him. "Everything for you" he said kissing me back with his hands around my waist and my hands around his neck. "Let's get outta here" I said. We walked to the front and I signed my name. "Have a good day" the lady at the front desk said. "You too" I said. We walked out the hospital and ddot called an Uber since he didn't drive me here. "I'm starting to feel lightheaded" I said leaning on to him. The Uber pulled up and we both got in. "You okay" he said. "Yeah but I feel like I can't stand for too long or ima pass out" I said. "Mk you can rest when we get home, almost there" he said pulling me closer. "I love you so much" I said laying on ddots chest. "I love you more" he said kissing my forehead.
We got to the house and I took a shower. I was having flashbacks from last night. What was I thinking. The blood left from my harm. The note on the counter that I wrote. I feel like a mess. I also feel like I'm putting ddot through so much because of my pain. Yes he can say he'll always be there for me, but maybe I'll become too much and he'll leave me. I can't let that happen, I can't let him go. I finished showering and got out the shower, drying off and drying my hair since I washed it. I came out and went in ddots closet and got some clothes. I grabbed a black hoodie, black sweatpants, and some black Nike socks.
I laid on the bed and waited for ddot to get out the shower. He came out and saw me laying on his bed. "Feel better" he asked. "Much better" I said smiling. He got dressed rather quickly and jumped on top of me tickling me and making me laugh loudly. "Stop it" I said pushing him off me. "Yk you love it" he said picking me up and putting me over his shoulder. "Put me down!" I said laughing. "Never" he said and then slamming me down on the bed. "Fine ahh" he said now sitting on top of me. "You lucky I love you or else we would've been shaking rn" he said playing in my hair. He was sitting between my legs rolling a blunt and I was on my phone. We passed the blunt back and forth talking and kissing in between. "I'm hungry" dd said. "Whatchu want" he asked. "Wingstop" I said. "Alr" ddot ordered wingstop and we waited as the food arrived.
We heard the doorbell ring and we both ran downstairs. I got to the bag first and we both dug right in. That shii was PAINN. I sat in ddot's lap and ate some of his food too. "Nigga wtf you just ate a whole plate" he said. "Ok but I'm still hungry so give me" I said taking another wing. "You such a fat ass" he said laughing. "Whatever" I said laughing too. I enjoyed these times we spend together. No matter what we go through we always find a way to come back and better.
My ride or die.
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