I woke up in the bed alone. Ughhh why does he always do this to me🙄. I got up out of the bed and went to go handle my business and brush my teeeth and wash my face. I wasn't planning on doing anything today, I mean what was there to do. I heard music playing downstairs and walked into the kitchen to see ddot cooking and moving around while singing What you heard - Sonder.
Fuck your mind up, waste time I'm prone to that, do it all the time Keep your guard up or wait in line You don't need me, please believe me This ain't easy, you know I've been feindin' Let me unleash my demons on you What's the word? Tell me what you heard Don't tell me what to do, just tell me when it hurts When I get you to myself, it's murder What's the word? Tell me what you heard Don't tell me what to do, just tell me when it hurts When I get you to myself it's-
He stopped singing when I put my arms around his neck and hugged him from behind. "Morning my love" he said turning around. "Morning baby" I said kissing him. This was really our routine. Wake up, go through sum crazy shii, go home and take a shower, go to sleep, and then it repeats. But I just wish to stop having to deal with trauma everyday, EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY. "I made us some breakfast but we need to get going after because Im taking you to a therapist at 11:00" ddot said. Oh . I mean I'm more than happy to get some help, and recover from the things I've been through but I'm lowk scared. I mean what if they try to do something.
"Hey it's gonna be ok I'll be right there beside through every step of the way" ddot said picking me up. I guess he saw my worried expression but I'm just so lucky to have him. MY MAN MY MAN MY MAN MY MAN!! "Thank you so much bae but I'm hungry so move" I said jumping out of his arms. I grabbed a plate and filled it with French toast, bacon, and eggs. Get you a man that can cook😘. I grabbed a fork, put some syrup on my French toast and dug in. "DAYUMMM THIS SHII IS PAINN" I said. "You acting like you ain't ate in days" ddot said laughing and eating. "Shut up" I said smacking. We finished eating and went upstairs to get ready.
We both took a quick shower together, but I was able to get a better glance of ddot. His abs were really a turn on, it was like everything inside of me melted. "Not you staring" he said while holding my head up. "Sorryyy you just look so good" I said blushing. "I know I do" he said. We stepped out of the shower and dried off. "You tryna match today" I asked him. "Yesss" he said. We settled on a grey essentials matching set and our cool greys. We put on our black puffer coats cuz it's been a lil cold lately. I refreshed me and ddot's curls a little bit and we were out the door.
I was really nervous about this whole therapist situation. I didn't even know what was going on but I knew that whatever happens ddot will be there with me through everything. We arrived to place and went inside. It seemed to be a little shop with therapists that worked there. "Hey Im here for David reyes" ddot said pointing at me. "Yes sir, will you please sign these papers Mr. Reyes and you guys can have a seat in the waiting area until Dr. Elise is ready" she said with a sweet smile. I nodded and filled out the papers that she gave me. We sat in the waiting area and ddot took pics of me and him while we waited.
DDOT POV SWITCH
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