My Love

Chapter 7

My mom finds me and puts me into the car i'm soaken wet. She drive silently down the road I could feel the tension growing between us I just looked out window and get ready and sure enough I'm right only this time she isn't yelling at me just seems sad.

"I'm sorry Louise."I look at her in shock "What?" She wipes the tears away "Im sorry for yelling at you all the time and for never letting the accident go. All i've ever wanted was to raise you right Louise, Then your dad died and depression kicked in Im sorry for being such a cold mother." She begans to cry. I pute my hand on her shoulder "I love you mom you are a good mother It's me not you let just stop fighting I need you now more then ever. She smiles.

We get out of the car and hug tightly "I love you mama." She smiles and kisses my forehead "Love you too." She heads inside to take a nap and I go into the bathroom and take a long hot shower and let my emotions drain. All I could think about was Jonathan. Jonathan has been in the hospital for over 4 weeks and still no positive results.

After freshening up and I know Martha and Chuck won't be there, I go to the hospital and see My man he looks and acts so different. He has lost over 70 pounds and is very pale and he sleeps almost all the time.I go in there and as soon as my hand touches his he awakens.

"Hey beautiful, how long have I been asleep?" I kinda giggle "Two days straight." He laughs a little "Wow." I sit beside him closely He has know Idea how bad I miss his touch the way he would hold me,kiss me, hug me, everything. I nearly cry thinking about it. "Hey baby you ok?" He must of saw me tearing up. I look away for a second.

"Yes I'm fine sweetie better question how are you?" He totally blows off my question and goes back to me. "Babe I saw tears I will get better soon I promise you." I snap at him "Don't worry about me!" He snaps back. "Sorry I just hate all the attention on me even if I am gonna die!"

I breakdown "Dont... Don't.... Say that!!" I manage to choke the words out he motions me forward. I lay beside him he putes his arm around me I snuggle up to him holding him as close to me as I can its feels like its been FOREVER since I got to touch him. I turn on my side my face is so close to his he smiles "I'm sorry for what I said." I smile and put my hand on his chest he smiles "Love you." I smile "Love you too would you do me a favor?" We stare deeply into each others eyes "What Kitty?" I lean in amd softly whisper "Kiss me." We go to kiss and just as our lips meet his mom walks in and he pulls away he never kisses me infront of his mom his rejection hurts so bad. He can tell im in pain he goes to say something but his mom jumps into conversion "Well Jonathan I was at the store and ..." He putes his hand up "Mama hold up a second .. Louise." I get my jacket on "Look Jonathan its fine ok I got to anyway." I walk out the door I have never been so mad at him in my entire life.