My Love

Chapter 12

I just told my mom I am pregnant and things couldn't be worse she has already broke the bathroom mirror and chased me around with the belt.

"How could you Louise I let you stay the night with him and you screwed me over!" The first time I told my mom I was pregnant I was crying and afraid of her now I was standing there with no fear and not crying I have my reasons for why I did what I did.

"Why Louise Why?!" She screams in my face now. "Because he was dying mom and I wanted to have a peice of him forever with me, when Jonathan got better I knew that it was the time I know your mad mom,but I'm keeping this baby." I inform her in an intense but calm voice.

My mother goes into tears she became so devastated that she couldn't even speak. My heart is breaking now I could feel all her disappointment and sadness going through me 'Im a monster.' My mother goes to her room without saying a word I call to her "Mom." She doesn't answer me she just goes to her room and shuts the door.

I go to my room and fall on the floor 'What have I done to her.' I feel like a murder I should of never said anything. I gently press my hands on my sensitive stomach "Looks like grandma doesn't like the idea to much huh precious." I say in a motherly tone. I head to the hospital and go into Jonathan's room he is happy and perky the way he once was. He smiles We kiss and give each other a hug. "Hey beautiful how's my girl." I smile he can tell I'm nervous and scared "What is wrong Louise you don't seem Like yourself." I walk over to him and lay beside him he puts his hand over me "Tell me Lousie." I look into his eyes and tears come down my eyes "Im sorry Jonathan, but i'm pregnant." Jonathan smiles and goes to say something but his mom beats him to it "How could you do this you stupid fool."

We lyed there frozen in guilt and fear. "Does she know Jonathan tell her tell her now!!" Jonathan begans to sob and I jump up I know it's bad since Jonathan is crying I sit down and take his hand "I love you Jonathan you can tell me." He begans to cry and whispers "I only have 4 months to live." I break down and Bawl. My life is going down my love will be gone. "No! I can't do this anymore." "Louise wait!!" Chuck and Martha shout but the were to late I was out the door.

I run down the road in tears everything went down the drain. 'I need a friend god please just help me Please.' I continue running down the room waiting to be struck my lighting.