My Love

Chapter 13

The months I have spent with my man have been wonderful and my mom is now ok not happy,but ok with my choice of keeping the baby. The doctor comes into the room and sits down wear Chuck,Martha and I was sitting Jonathan looks at him. The doctor finally says what he came to say "Well Jonathan its officially 4 months I'm sorry." Jonathan shakes his head "If I die let me die at home." The doctor nods and lets Jonathan leave the hospital. Jonathan has know clue the emotional tole it is taking on me. My mom tells me the only reason he is allowed to stay the night is because he is to weak to do anything and he is the father of the baby.

later on that night we are laying on the bed I look at Jonathan "I don't want you to go!" I cry "Please take me with you." He snuggles me closer and looks into my eyes "Baby I would if I could, you gotta stay and take care of our baby though will you do me one last favor?" The tears flow down my eyes "Anything you name it." He smiles "I want you to marry a man who respects and deserves you. I want you to have lots of babies. I want you to forgive your mom. Last thing." He leans in and whispers "Please don't forget about me." I began to sob and laugh "No I will never forget you that is impossible I ...I love ..y..you." I managed to choke out between the sobs I manage to calm down and ask "Aren't you scared."

"No, I have exepted it. I've already done everything I ever wanted well almost." I smile "Like What?" He looks deep into my eyes and kisses me and then gently rubs my stomach "I fell inlove with the most kind hearted, sexiest, passionate, person in the world and made a new life with her therefore as long as my child lives...so do I." A tear comes down his eye "I know I'm dying Louise, just promise me on our every anniversary ... you will look into the stars." A tear roles down my eye I love Jonathan he is my world and my world was crashing Before my eyes. "I promise my love."

The next moring my mom is screaming "Get into the car now!!" I jump up and see Jonathan is gone "Where mom is he?! She yells back "He came down the stairs last night and then fell over he is dying now!" We head to the hospital his mother and father are bawling my mom allows me to go in by myself Jonathan is barely breathing. The doctors tell us its time to pull the plug.

I take Jonathans hand and tears are comming down our eyes I whisper "I love you my love." He gently touches my stomach He looks into my eyes "I love you Louise. Then he stops breathing Jonathan is now dead. His mom screams My baby and Chuck holds her while she sobs I run out of the room and hit the floor sobbing and begging to god I was dreaming "Give him back please!" We couldn't make it throught, we couldnt last. My mom holds me close while I cry on the floor screaming his name.

The day of the funeral his mom and dad give a speech and everyone prays. they call my name "Louise please come give your goodbye speech." I get up there and I tell the story of us.