Love is definitely there || Jude Bellingham

Me and you

We woke up for the second time, 1 hour later. I didn't quite know what to do about the messages. Should I answer or just never reply?
Jude and I just payed side by side in my bed.
I didn't even think I was going to have a guy in my bed. I fell really appreciated that Jude is stuck by my side.
Jude: Should we wake up and make breakfast for something?
Y\N: Sure
I went to my closet and Jude took the clothes he borrowed yesterday that he had folded and putt beside the bed.
None of my parents were home so they didn't know Jude slept over.
I could just fell myself zone out the whole morning, I was just so blown away by what had just happened with me and girls.
Jude: Are you good Y/n?
Y/n: ... what.. Yeah yeah I am all right
Jude just came closer, and I couldn't stop myself from crying, what if I just weren't so selfish and could just have left Jude to Leah?
Jude: Y/n, just focus on what you actually want, if they are going to hate on you for doing what you want, they ain't real
Suddenly I felt brave. Braver than ever
Y/n: You are right Jude, thank you
I gave him a kiss, a proper kiss. We had not done that before, I felt Jude was a bit surprised but he kissed me back. Wow
We made some pancakes for breakfast, and I started to feel good.
Jude: so y/n, what do you want to do today?
Y/n: I don't know, I was maybe thinking of talking to the girls and make things good between us.
Jude: Y/n, I don't know a lot of girl things and that, but my advice is leave them alone for a bit, let them think. But I was kind of think to ask you if you just want to go shopping or just an adventure park
Y/n: wait, you actually want to hang with me today? I thought you would never ask, of corse I will join. Adventure park sounded nice.
Jude: ok, if you can get ready here while I drive home to get dressed myself, I can come and get you, and we will drive there.
Y/n: ok, that sound like a great plan, we will meet later than?
Jude: yeah
He gave me a kiss and drove of.