Drunk on you

Kirishima Finds Out

*****TW: addiction, mentions of suicide/ODing, SA*****

Bakugou wearily opened his eyes. God, his head hurt so bad. What the fuck had happened? His stomach flipped and took a deep breath trying to settle it. Once his eyes had adjusted to the room, he opened them fully and looked around. 

There was a slight beeping coming from a monitor next to him. Thin tubes taped to his arms. The smell of medicine and cleaner in the air- Bakugou was in a hospital. 

He felt himself slightly panic as he tried to remember what the hell had happened- his thoughts were interrupted. 

"Kacchan you're awake." An excited but quiet voice spoke. Bakugou looked to his right and saw his childhood friend approach his bedside, pulling a chair up. 

"...Deku? Wh-what happened?" Bakugou's voice sounded so rough. 

"...You overdosed Kacchan. You almost died." He admitted with a bit of harshness coating his voice. Bakugou froze. It all came back to him now- his fight with Eijirou, what he had said, the Xanax... 

"fuck. who knows?" Bakugou asked terrified. 

"Your parents. Aizawa. Me and Kirishima." Deku confessed, "they're talking about putting you into a rehab program when you're stable enough to leave the hospital." 

Bakugou couldn't even respond, he felt himself shaking. Kirishima knows? How the hell was he going to get through this one with him? Fuck this was bad. His stomach flipped again. 

Deku must've seen him go pale because he carefully got up and retrieved a pan. 

"In this... if you're gonna...you know." Deku sheepishly handed the pan to his friend. Bakugou did not hesitate to grab it and almost instantly throw up anything and everything in his stomach. Deku stood by rubbing circles on his back trying his best to comfort him. 

Once Bakugou had slightly recovered he took a deep breath. 

"Is Kiri okay?" He asked nervously. Deku sighed. 

"You want the truth?" He responded back, knowing what his explosive friend would say. 

"...yeah." 

"He's not. After they said you'd be alright he left." Deku said looking down, "I tried to get him to stay but he said it was too much." 

"...He's justified." Bakugou said under his breath, despite his heart breaking inwardly. As if on que, his parents returned to the room. 

"Katsuki!" His mom nearly shouted, "you're awake! Thank goodness. Oh, I could just kill you. What were you thinking?" She hugged his head tightly. 

Masaru stood by, tears obvious in the corners of his eyes. Bakugou couldn't even find the words to say. He was so ashamed of himself that he let this shit get that bad. 

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9/24/22

E? Please answer me. I'm so sorry. 

Read 12:54pm 

Kirishima please. I don't know what I was thinking. 

Read 2:18pm 

I'm not going to have my phone for awhile. They're sending me to rehab. It's a few weeks long. I want to hear your voice, please? Call me?