Make You Mine

-MYM- (11)

Lea woke-up in a familiar yet unfamiliar room.

She knew exactly where she is, for this is where all the lies began.

She's inside Aga's bedroom.

She cannot help but to look back at what happened six years ago.

Flashback

"Oh God! Aga!" She moaned as Aga the man between her legs is eating her up.

Paano nga ba sila napunta dito?

Right, they are wasted from her send-off party.

Aga drunk too much because he and the boys enjoyed themselves too much, while she drank too much because she learned just tonight that Aga is in a serious relationship with another woman.

She realized that she's been too slow, masyado siyang nasanay that Aga is always available for her and now, magkakaron na siya ng kahati rito, or worst.. she might lose him forever.

She felt Aga's finger slowly entering her.

"Ahhh!" She moaned when he successfully did it.

She pulled him up and kiss him while his finger is going in and out of her.

She's getting lost in ecstasy when she heard him mumble something.

"Mikee--"

Para naman siyang binuhusan ng mainit na tubig sa narinig.

Was he that wasted to not realize that he is with her and not Mikee?

Agad niyang itinulak ito at marahil dala ng kalasingan ay agad itong bumitaw sa kanya at nahiga sa kama while his eyes are closed.

"I'm sorry." He mumbled before he buried his head in her neck and hugged her tightly.

"Hindi ako si Mikee, Ags." She whispered, with tears threatening to fall from her eyes.

Aga didn't replied at that, instead ay mas humigpit ang yakap nito sa kanya.

The following morning, Aga woke-up first, when she opened her eyes Aga was sitting beside her as if watching her sleep.

She stretch a bit and sat-up too.

"Ahm.. did something happened between us last night?" Alanganing tanong nito sa kanya habang itinuturo ang mga katawan nila.

They were both fully naked under the covers.

"You can't remember?" She asked feeling a little bit relieved.

"A bit. Look Lea---- I love Mikee b--"

"I know! Let's just forget this ever happened okay?" Putol niya agad sa sasabihin pa sana nito.

Hearing it straight from his mouth that he love somebody else hurts a lot and she tears up.

Nakita naman yun ni Aga at hinawakan ang mukha niya at isinandal ang noo sa noo niya.

"Babes, why are you crying? We can talk about this. Did I hurt you last night? Did I force you?" Nag-a-alalang tanong pa nito but she just shook her head while holding his hand with hers.

"No. You were wonderful Aga. I'm just scared." She said, which is true.

She's scared, too scared that she'll totally lose him now.

"Let's forget this ever happen Ags, but I want you to promise me that I won't lose you-----as a friend." She said, she didn't corrected his assumptions that the "something" that happened between them was not really sex, well in a way it is, but not enough to lose her virginity to him.

"You will never lose me Lea, and I'm afraid that even if I wanted to, I will not be able to. You are too special for me babes, ako nga ang natakot that I might lose you because of this and I don't think I can take that." He said with too much sincerity and she teared up again.

"Why didn't we even tried Lea? Bakit ba hindi naging tayo?" Tanong pa nito at napangiti na lang siya ng mapait.

"There's no use for that now, don't you think?" Pag-iwas na lang niya. "Afterall, you have Mikee now and I love my stage Aga, I don't think anything or anyone can make me choose something else over my dreams." She stated if only to save her remaining dignity because God knows, if given the chance she will choose Aga over anything, even her broadway career, God! She'll even choose him over her own life!

"Even me?" Aga asked and that made her confused.

"Only you." She wanted to answer but for some reasons, iba ang lumabas sa bibig niya.

"Even you." She answered instead and Aga let go of her and she immediately felt empty. Alone.

"Magbihis ka na, mamayang hapon na ang flight mo diba? Hahatid na kita sa airport, daan lang tayo sa bahay niyo to get your things." He instructed before going inside the bathroom.

"How can I make you mine Aga?" She asked in the air.

"Good morning Lea." Aga's cold voice stopped her from her trip down to memory lane. 

"Good morning!" She greeted and tried to stand-up but Aga held her back.

"Where are you going?" He asked.

"Home." Comes her short reply.

She heard Aga took a deep breath.

"Are we still going through with the deal?" He asked.

Lea panicked, nagbago na ba ang isip nito? Hindi pwede.

"Why? Nagbago na ba isip mo?" She asked instead.

"No. I just wanted to make sure that we are on the same page here Lea." He answered at tila naka hinga naman siya ng maluwag.

"The deal is still on Aga. Bakit? May mga conditions ka ba? Say it, para malinaw. Basta ako, isa lang naman ang kundisyon ko. No one has to know." She finishes her sentence, feeling awkward because of their state of dress, or quite literally their state of undressness.

Her body is only covered with comforter same with Aga, but since they are on a sitting position now, only the lower part of Aga's body is covered.

"Yes, I have conditions too Lea." He said with a smirk on his face at gusto niyang kabahan.

"Let's hear it then."

"You will live with me for two months." He said in a very serious tone.

"But-- si Aj---" singit niya.

"You can visit him thrice a week Lea, pero sa akin ka pa din uuwi, at ako ang katabi mong matulog and that's not negotiable." He cutted her off.

She almost revealed that Aj, is their child but she's too much of a coward for that.

When she went home, her only goal is to just make sure that her son will live.

She admits that she's still hoping for them to be a complete family, but after knowing that Aga is in a relationship right now, she changed her mind.

She doesn't want to repeat the past. She can't do that to Aga again---

To steal him from someone he loves.

"Is that all?" She asked instead..

"We will practice safe sex Lea." He said na ikinagulat niya.

"What? Why?"bakas pa din sa tinig niya ang pagka bigla.

"I don't want a repeat performance Lea, I don't want you to pretend I got you pregnant again when you're not." He answered.

"A-aga--I said I was sorry!"

"You just don't know how much your lie broke me Lea. I can't risk it again." He answered and looked at her meningfully.

"And when I get you pregnant, I want it to be on my terms."

Napa buntong-hininga na lang siya. Hoping that the first and second time they did it already did it's magic and if she's lucky, maybe she's already pregnant now.
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