Lea look around inside their bedroom, very slowly she walked towards their closet.
Hand shaking, she opened it.
She wanted to pick-up her clothes and put it inside her luggage.
She will leave the house that was supposed to witness how she and Aga will start rebuilding their family and their relationship.
"Promise me, you will have faith in my love for you no matter what happened babes" His words still rings in her ears up to this day.
Should she still believe those words? Could she still believe him?
She's not sure, to be honest her faith is faltering.
Her hand is frozen mid-air as she saw the diamond ring sparkled on her ring finger.
Is this where they'll end? Is this the part where everything will just go to drain?
She walks backward, her whole body is shaking.
She tried to calm herself, panic attack won't do her good specially when she's pregnant.
Her knees folded as she sat at the edge of the bed.
Her hands are clammy, her heart is beating faster, she felt dizzy.
Lea wanted to shout or throw something! Anything to help her calm down but for some reasons she cannot move.
The more she fights it, the more anxious she gets.
The more she tried to silence her thoughts, the louder they became.
He doesn't love you anymore.
You should leave.
Save yourself.
He never loved you from the start.
He just used you.
Those negative thoughts is making Lea choke, she felt her throat constrict.
She cannot breathe. She felt that she was taken back to two years ago.
Pregnant. Japan. Mikee. Blood.
She tried to take a deep breath only to feel that she was unable to do it, she tried to swallow the air but she cannot.
Slashed wrist. More blood. Pain.
Is this what dying feels like? She asked herself as she tilted her head up as if asking her Creator, if she will be dying tonight.
Aj. Sick. Hospital. Labor pain.
She tried to reach for something, anything just to make sure she can still feel.
And then she grabs something from the bedside table, she looks at it and it was their wedding photo.
Hospital bed. Deflated tummy. No baby. Her daughter. Lifeless.
Lea smashed the frame on the floor.
She saw how the glass broke right before her eyes.
It was broken, just like her, just like them.
She was tempted to pick-up a piece of shard glass and slash her wrist again, if only to stop everything.
Aj is okay.
Ysa is alive.
You are fine.
She chanted in her mind, to remind her that there's still a reason to live.
BINABASA MO ANG
Make You Mine
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