AN: TRIGGER WARNING : ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION.
I think, I said this before that this story will deal with depression and anxiety, hence --- please read at your own risk.
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Two weeks later-----
After her guesting in Showtime she hurriedly went to her dressing room.
She wants to be home early, susunduin pa kasi niya Aj sa bahay ng lolo nito.
Adrian was right, Aj became more energetic since meeting his father, but then Aga's gone for two weeks now.
Balita niya, na extend daw ang TVC shoot ng mga ito.
He promised her that they will talk once he gets back and she can only hope that they can finally fix things between them although in public eyes, they already assumed that they are now back together since he kissed her during their interview with Sharon.
Some fans are happy about it, some labeled her as the other woman, wondering if she caused another break-up by coming back.
Una, kay Aga at Mikee, at pangalawa kay Aga at Sofia.
She couldn't care less kung ano mang intriga pa ang ibabato sa kanya.
Ang alam lang niya, if Aga will choose her this time, she wouldn't let go of him.
When she reached her dressing room, she found Kusie and Vice looking at their phones and when they saw her ay kaagad na itinago ng mga ito ang cellphone sa kanya.
"You both seem like you saw a multo. What's wrong?"nagtatakang tanong pa niya ngunit nagtinginan lang ang dalawa.
"Ahm--- Ms. Lea? May Twitter ka ba?" Tanong ni Kusie at napa kunot-noo naman siya.
"Wala e, should I have one?"
"NO!" sabay pang protesta ng dalawa at natawa pa siya.
"Sabay talaga? Ano bang problema niyo?" She asked again.
"T-trending po kasi kayo ni Sir Aga--- for different reasons." Kusie answered and Vice seemed nervous, hindi siya sanay na hindi ito nagsasalita.
"Really? For what reasons naman?" Now they piqued her interest.
"Naka balik na po si Sir Aga from SG---" wari ay hindi naman maituloy ni Kusie ang sasabihin.
"Bumalik lang si Aga, trending na agad? Gwapo talaga e, no?" She even tried to crack a joke for she's feeling nervous.
"Eh-- he's not alone po. Kasama niya si Sofia." Pagtatapos ni Kusie sa sinasabi, and for a brief moment, Lea doesn't know what to say.
She don't know where she will place her emotion.
She closed her eyes and forced herself to smile.
"It's not nakakapagtaka naman, I mean she's his girlfriend right?" She casually said and even shrugged her shoulders.
"Pero Lei---- okay ka lang ba?" Vice asked her and she felt like breaking down.
"Of course! Why wouldn't I be?" She added.
Vice looked at Kusie---
"Can you leave us alone muna?" He asked at iniwanan naman sila nito.
The moment the door closes, Lea broke down.
"Ahhhhh! Tang-ina!" She shouted as she let her tears fall.
She grabbed anything that's on top of the dresses at ibinalibag iyon sa sahig, matapos niyang ilabas ang fraustrations niya ay nanghihinang napa upo siya sa sahig.
"Lea---"
"Naka limot ako Vice. Nakalimutan kong hindi na nga pala siya sa akin." She said as she sobbed on Vice's shoulder.
Hinagod naman ni Vice ang likod niya.
"Lea--- this is not your only problem." Vice said at sa nanlalabong mata ay tiningnan niya ito.
Meron pa?
As if answering her silent question Vice nodded.
"Tell me, parang isang bagsak na lang." Nakikiusap niyang sabi sa kaibigan.
Vice then showed her his phone, nagtataka man ay tinanggap niya iyon.
They were right, she's trending on Twitter with the hashtag #LeaSalongaSexScandal.
Sa kabila ng nanginginig na kamay, she still managed to press the hashtag, at tumambad sa kanya ang sarili niya, while having sex with a guy.
It happened inside the dressing room with her on top, kitang-kita ang upper body niya and that means her face is clearly seen on the video.
Nabitawan niya ang cellphone ni Vice at kaagad na tumayo sa kinauupuan niya.
"Lea! Where are you going?" Tanong naman ni Vice.
"I need--- I need to be alone! Please call Mom, pakisabi sa kanya muna si Aj." Aniya at dinampot ang susi ng sasakyan niya.
"Lea! You can't go!" Habol pa sa kanya ni Vice pero hindi niya pinansin ito at dere-deretso lang siyang lumabas ng building.
On the way to the parking lot ay nagulat siya sa dami ng press na nakaharang sa kanya.
"Miss Lea! Miss Lea! Yung kasama po ba ninyo sa video ay si Dr. Adrian Sarmiento?" Tanong ng isang reporter at napatigil naman siya.
"What does Adrian got to do with this?
She was puzzled and was startled when camera flashes left and right.
"Totoo bang, nagkaron kayo ulit ng relasyon ni Aga kahit may girlfriend na ito?" -- another reporter asked.
She was trying so hard to get pass them but she cannot.
She's getting suffocated as well.
"Anong masasabi mo that people are labeling you as the "malanding diva?" ---
"Miss Lea, there are rumors that someone saw you pregnant in Japan two years ago? If so-- nasaan po ang bata?"
That question made Lea looked at the reporter who asked the question.
"Is it true that you aborted the child?" The reporter smirked at her viciously.
"Sino po ang ama?" Dagdag tanong pa nito and Lea can feel her surrounding spinning.
"Out of the way!" Someone shouted at tila naman nahawi ang mga press.
Lea could only thank God as she saw her friends walking towards her.
"You know, we can sue you for this didn't you?" Richard angrily stated as he lead Lea away from them.
Martin and Gabby on the other hand are pushing the press away.
When they successfully avoided them all, Lea ran towards her car.
She didn't want to talk to anyone.
Her nightmare is starting to hunt her, as she drive away her eyes are void of tears.
It's as if her own tear ducts got tired of crying too.
She didn't went home, instead she went to her condo.
She's having anxiety attack and she cannot breathe.
She don't know what to do as her heart just kept on beating faster and faster.
Sometimes things are just too much for one heart to take... And for Lea---
This is her breaking point.
She look for something, anything that could take her away from this misery.
She's been looking for minutes when she found it.
This will do.. she smiled bitterly.
Holding a blade in one hand, while tears are flowing from her eyes---
She just wanted to just end it all.
She took a deep breath and pressed the blade in her pulse.
"Ahhhh!"
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