Same mistakes.

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-Louis-

“Why did you do this Iz?” Niall questioned, “I just don’t understand. One time you want him so bad that you cut off yourself from the whole world and now that he’s begging you to start over, you’re just pushing him away. Why?”

“Because I have some unresolved feelings for Louis, and I need to sort my head out first Niall. I haven’t said this out loud, but I was the one who kissed him back. You can’t just blame it on him.” Izzie sighed.

“What the hell are you talking about? Feelings for Louis? It was just a mistake, get over it for goodness’ sake.” He groaned.

“I was a fool to share this with you. I thought you would understand because you’ve known me for the longest. I was wrong Niall, I’ve been wrong for every time in life.” she stood up and ran away wiping the tears from her face, clearly not noticing me.

Did I hear it right? Did she actually have some feelings for me? All the thoughts in my mind unexpectedly went from gloomy to cheerful. Maybe it was a girly feeling, but my stomach was actually fluttering with happiness. Why was this happening? I had no idea, but boy was it good.

Suddenly I knew what I had to do.

-Izzie-

Heartbroken over someone? Check. Crying into a tub of ice cream? Check. Having to put on a brave face and deal with it? Check. Louis showing up at my house? Check… wait, what?

“What are you doing here Tommo?” I furrowed my eyebrows at him. It had been two weeks since I had admitted my feelings for Louis for the first and the last time, and here I was sitting on the carpet, which was now warm because of the sunlight falling directly on it, crying on the inside but smiling and pretending for not letting anyone know.

“I was just passing by, and thought I could meet you up.” He smirked sitting down beside me.

“Want some?” I extended the ice cream tub towards him, but he shook his head.

“Clumsy, are you free tonight?” he asked nervously playing with his fingers.

“Um, yes I am. Why do you ask?” I looked up to meet his eyes piercing into my soul.

“I’ll pick up you up, tonight at seven. We’re going to ‘Hibiscus’.” He spoke getting up and winked at me. Even before I could protest, he ran away. Yes, literally ran away as if he had seen some ghost.

“Dork.” I talked to myself and found myself laughing. 

Apparently everything was back on track after that police station incident, Zayn forgave me, and I forgave Louis. Except my dilemma which was driving me insane in possibly all the conditions. But now this almost date that Louis wanted me to spend with him was making everything tough, yet again.

Should I go? What would Zayn think? What would my friends, most importantly Niall think? All such thoughts were running a marathon of their own in my mind.

*Hi, how has your weekend been so far?* Zayn’s text flashed on my screen.

*Great, what about you?* I replied uneasily.

*Mine was good too. Harry and I are going for a road trip, wanna join?* he asked making my heart beat heavily. I wanted to go, but I had promised to Louis. Why couldn’t God stop putting me in such situations?

*I’m going out with mom and Joe tonight. Maybe some other time?* It felt like a stone crushed my heart when I pressed the send button. What was I doing?

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