Perfect Sky is Torn.

Trouble loves me.

“Oh my God” Ruth jumped at me, Zayn was still holding my hand, “You guys are back together, somebody pinch me.” She looked so eager to get a reply from me.

“Yes” I said, smiling at the ground. She hugged me, “Guys look, they are all lovey dovey again” she laughed, and so did everyone else making me blush.

“Partayyy time.” Shouted Harry from the other side, all overwhelmed.

“You’re wrong people it’s time to go back to your tents and sleep.” Mr. Simon ordered.

Making sad faces we all went back to our tents. As I was about to enter mine, Zayn held me from my wrist and giving me a quick chaste kiss he said, “I love you, sleep well” Returning him the kiss, I whispered the same and went inside to see Marione listening to her iPod. Giving her a blank stare I looked at Lou who was already asleep now. Oh how disappointed I was, I wanted to share so much with him, but this weird-ness of him was getting on my nerves now.

Shrugging the crazy thoughts, I went to my folding bed and shoved the headphones in my ears. To my surprise, my iPod played “My heart will go on by Celine Dion” I had never heard this song in ages, but it was perfect for this situation. I started thinking about the kiss I had with Zayn. There it was, a feeling I never had in two long months, how I missed it, only I knew about it. My stomach was flip-flopping with butterflies partying. I didn’t want to think about the past, how Sarah forced him into a kiss or how I was about to be raped, all I wanted was to live in this moment.

“W-wait, I was about to be raped, and the girl responsible for this is right in front of me.” I thought to myself.

“Marione.” I said rudely. As she was hearing songs, I went by her side shaking her I said, “Marione, I want to talk to you.”

“Okay” she said, and we moved out of the tent, I didn’t want to disturb that idiot Tommo who looked so cute while sleeping. “I-I want to talk about that day, why did you-”

“I don’t want to talk about it, I’m in no mood alright. If you want to have the answers, you have to find them yourself. I just don’t want to talk to you bitch.” She snapped, walking towards the tent.

“Woa-woah, wait up girl, firstly the actions that you did were bitchy, so I’m no bitch. Secondly, you have to answer me because I would have lost everything if some guy didn’t save me.” I shouted a little too loud.

“Did you lose anything? No, right. So that’s it. Now just shut up an-”

“Come on in Iz, she isn’t worth your time.” Said Louis in his sleepy voice. Grabbing my hand, he took me inside the tent.

“What were you trying to do? Why are you asking her anything when you know she isn’t even gonna answer you? It was your past, just forget about it and just live for the moment, you’ve got Zayn back, you should be happy.” His voice cracked “Just forget about Marione, and go to sleep” he said, avoiding an eye contact. Doing as he said, I went off to sleep. Yes he was right, I had to move on, but I will find my answers.