I wonder if Yeonjun is okay...
Whatever happened to him seemed really serious.
Maybe he's dead.
I hope he's not dead.
Tap. Tap. Tap
I don't move from my place at the window.
I hear the a gentle rolling sound as the door to my room is opened.
"Hey Gyu."
I carry on staring out the window, but my eyes slide to the side, listening.
"How are you feeling?"
I don't answer.
I don't really know, to be honest.
"Sorry I had to run off earlier. Yeonjun had a big health scare."
I turn my head towards the doctor, not speaking, but with eyes filled with concern.
Jin gives me a sad smile.
"He's gonna be okay."
I look away again.
Is he though?
"But what were we talking about before? Oh yeah. Why did you look so upset when I asked you what you thought of Yeonjun?"
His brows suddenly furrow.
"He didn't say anything bad to you, did he? Did he, like, threaten you or something?"
I give a little shake of my head.
"Okay...so then, what?"
Nothing.
"Not gonna budge huh? Not gonna lie, I'm not surprised."
See. He's starting to give up on you too.
I knew it was coming.
All this time I've spent bracing myself, and only now when it happens, have I realized.
There is no preparing yourself.
It hurts.
Tears start pricking my eyes and I get off the window suddenly, startling Jin.
"Careful, careful, your body is fragile right now!"
Now standing eye to eye with Seokjin, I grab his arms, spin him around, and start pushing him towards the door of my room.
The tears threaten to fall.
"Woah, woah, what wrong Gyu? Was it something I said? It was something I said wasn't it? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you feelings! Beomgyu? Beomgyu! - "
As I push him out of the room, he turns to face me, and see's the conflict in my eyes.
"Beomgyu, I'm sorry! I really am! Let's talk about it, yeah?"
I don't say anything, instead sliding the door shut in his face.
I slide down it and let the tears finally fall.
The last person in my life who I trusted, had faith in, loved, has left me too now.
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HARD | A Beomgyu FF
Fanfiction"𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥. 𝘚𝘰, 𝘴𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥." When Yeonjun meets a troubled boy that most, if not all, have never heard speak, he makes it his mission to hear his voice. To see his happiness. To hear his joyful screams. The hear his laugh. After all...
