Nina Chime, a sixteen year old girl, dealing with many differences that others take advantage to. It's not her fault she's this way, it's more her mum's, Cheryl Kim, as she never raised her as she should've done.
Nina agrees to a 'friend' to venture...
"So what do you think we'll learn about this time?" I ask Flutter as we walk to the school together.
Flutter wears a long black dress which illuminates the colours blue and purple. Majority of the time, her dress looks blue with odd bits of purple. It could be because her dozens of butterflies shine and light up blue.
"Well let's think," silence fills us as we keep walking "You have mathematics, English language, geography, art and drama today." she reminds me.
She's good at keeping track of my school timetable "Right." I reply.
"You last did algebra in mathematics; English language, you were learning different words to use when writing your own short story; geography, you were learning about hard and soft rocks; art, you were finishing up a piece of work; and drama, you're recording your final piece today." she tells me.
I sigh as I hear about drama. I love drama but I hate the recording part. Though it makes sense, it's all about performing "Can we just skip drama today?" I ask her, knowing what her answer will be.
She shakes her head, almost in disappointment, but she's told me before she could never be disappointed with me. She gently grips my arm in comfort "Remember I'm always here." comforting words but I'll never know why.
Her grip to keep me down was so strong and painful, I think my bones will break at any moment.
"Hey everyone!" she looks up to call for the other students to circle around us.
I close my eyes, already feeling the shame without her saying anything yet.
"Take a look at this weak ass bitch who talks to herself 24/7!"
Everyone then laughs and points. Some even chant Crazy until everyone else joined in.
All I could hear was crazy, crazy, crazy ringing in my ears.
But what if I am crazy? What if they're right? Do they know something I don't? Or am I missing something obvious?
I open my eyes to Kaylee spitting in my face before slapping my left cheek. The burning sensation was more painful than just a burn. Even touching my cheek with my hand hurt just as much.
Kaylee then roughly gets off me as she walks away with her best friend, Kylie.
The two girls were laughing as they walked away, pushing their way through the crowd they made that's still circled around me.
They were all still laughing, pointing and chanting the same word that's been stuck in my head for years. I eventually get myself to sit up.
One student calls out "Oh look, the weak psychopath is finally moving."
They all laugh to his comment.
Before I knew it, I was on my feet.
As I stood on both feet, the sky went from a cloudless, pale blue to black with grey clouds.
I shook my head and ignored it as I pushed my way through the crowd Kaylee made. I soon heard them all Boo at me until all the noise died down.
I make my way to the school, which felt like it took years to get to, as I open the creaky front entrance to a cream hallway with blue lockers along the sides. I took a deep breath before walking in to get to my locker.
"Ugh! I can't believe she'd do that to you. You were wearing your rucksack on your back!"
"I'm not surprised," I replied as I get to my locker, putting in the code as it unlocks "She's done all sorts to me, why are you surprised?" I look at Flutter as I take out some notebooks from my locker.
"Right, I keep forgetting she's lesbian." I tear up at Flutter's response.
She notices and hugs me tight against her "Shh, shh, I'm sorry."
I wrap my arms around her as I cry everything out.
