A beautiful world full of nightmares

Chapter 3

I could feel my heart breaking remembering everything she's done to me in the past five years of being in this cruel high school.

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She's abused me physically, mentally, emotionally and financially.

She's lied to me multiple times to the point that I can't trust anyone as I used to.

She's tackled me and shamed me in front of everyone for being who I am.

She's sexually abused me, with assault and rape.

She's done all sorts and it hurts to have it all stuck in my head.

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I'm brought back to reality as the bell goes off for form. The hallway was suddenly filled with the students from outside.

How long was I in my head for? Am I really crazy? Do I not belong here? Am I supposed to belong at all?

Flutter guides me to my form room as she probably noticed how paralysed I am to move on my own.

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Yada, yada, yada! The day's finally over. I thought it never would be.

My head's been spinning all day and the amount of times Kaylee's tried raping me today. It's not normal of her to attempt the same thing consistently like she did so I'm scared.

I got away from school as fast as I could.

I ran all the way home, even running through the front door.

I shut the door behind me that loudly, the other side of the world could've heard me.

But the loudest thing of all was mum making out with a new stranger in the living room. No shame or concern that I've just ran in.

I just go upstairs so I didn't disturb her.

I drop my bag on the floor as I reach my bedroom and collapse onto my bed. Immediately, I started crying.

I felt a soft hand against my arm. I knew it was Flutter. She sighed softly as she rubbed my arm up and down "Talk to me."

So I did.

She got the picture very quickly "I have an idea," she pauses for a second "Why don't we dive into a wondrous world, Nina? Full of dreams and nightmares. It may distract you for sometime." she smiles softly when I look at her with my teary eyes.

I nod frantically. All I want to do is get away from reality. And she tends to know how to keep me away for sometime. But this idea's new. But I'm willing to try it if it gets me away from the prison I live in.

I sit up and face her as she holds my hands. She chants some sort of something that I didn't understand and I soon saw white. Just white.

Did she kill me? Am I dead? Will I be missed?

I open my eyes to a bright green meadow with a beautiful clear blue sky.

I turn to my right to see Flutter who's eyes were still closed.

"Welcome to the wonderland." I jump out of my skin as she talks unexpectedly.

She opens her eyes to look at me.

I look away to view my surroundings as they're new to me.

Everything was so clean and fresh looking. Just bright and welcoming.

She takes my hand as she drags me through the grass, running through it and having fun together.

We were screaming, running from each other, hiding in the tall grass and looking at all the vibrant flowers spread along the endless amounts of grass

Just this is what I need sometimes and I love these moments of freedom and time away from those that hurt me physically and mentally.

But my mistake to think it would last forever, it didn't.