Discovering My Past

Chapter 8- You Are Going To Be The Death Of Me

Jake's POV

I sit here holding my one and only true crush of my life as she sleeps peacefully in my arms. I have to be dreaming. I can't believe that I finally got to be with Bella. And I know she doesn't think this is serious, but it's very serious for me. I was always mad at myself and wondered "what if" with her for all these years. I never tried to reach out thinking she would just think I was a creeper or something but now that she has walked back into my life I don't intend to let her go. Whether she likes it or not. I am going to fight for her.

She is so fucking beautiful. Beautiful, long blonde hair that is wavy. Piercing blue eyes that I instantly get lost in. And her body. Fuck is it amazing. She is curvy in all the right places but so small and petite. Her lips taste like my favorite meal and her skin and hair smell like heaven on Earth. I don't know how it's even possible she got even hotter with age. She is breathtaking.

I am getting a hard on just looking at her sleep. What the Hell is wrong with me? I can't help myself as I begin to kiss her neck and down her arms and she begins to stir. I have let her sleep for several hours. It's well past midnight. But I really have to get up and use the restroom. Although I don't want to.

"Mmmmm....you gotta leave me alone." She says as she wakes up and yawns.

"Never. But first I need to use the restroom." I tell her.

"What time is it?" She asks.

"12:30." I reply.

"What?? Oh my Gosh, I should go back to my room." She says as she starts to get up but I pull her back down.

"Like fuck if you think I am letting you leave here to walk in the city in the middle of the night. You are staying right here." I tell her.

"Geez bossy." She says.

"Fucking right I am. I am going to the bathroom. Better yet you are coming with me so you don't try to escape." I tell her.

"What?? No I am noooo....ah!" She tries to protest but I pick her up and put her over my shoulder. I give her ass a nice slap for good measure as she screams.

I place her down when we get in the restroom.

"Jake this is too much." She says.

I turn on my big, two person shower.

"Get in there." I demand.

"What? No." She tries to object.

"I wasn't asking beautiful. Now get in there. I will be in, in a minute." I tell her.

She tries to argue a little more and I cage her in against the wall.

"Get your sexy fucking ass in that shower right now. I will make it worth your while." I say leaning in dangerously close to her lips.

She visibly gulps as I see her desires through her eyes and she doesn't argue anymore and hops in the shower.

"Good girl." I tell her.

I then use the bathroom and step inside the shower with her.

The look she gives me when I step in there is of pure excitement and maybe even a little bit of fear at what is going to happen. Of course I would never hurt her but I think she's a little worried about what I am going to do.

I trail my eyes down her soaking wet body. It's glistening from the water. I am already turned on. I go up to her and cage her against the tiled wall.

"I love tasting these fucking lips." I tell her as I devour them in a kiss. She kisses me back just as fervently.

I break the kiss only to tell her, "But I love the taste of those lips even more." I say as I take my hand and gently cup her sex.

She gives me back a look of shock as I bend down to my knees. I then place her legs in each of my shoulders as she braces her back against the shower wall. I waste no time burying my face in her pussy. I lap slowly and deliberately making sure I hit her clit perfectly in long, slow strokes.

"Fuuuucckkk!" She screams out as she holds my head pushing me further into her. This tells me she likes what I am doing.

I decide to tease her a bit by stopping though to ask, "Does this feel ok?"

"You know it does. Don't stop." She says as she pushes my head between her legs again.

I just smile in triumph as I pick up my pace. She pants and moans as she gets wetter and wetter.

"Jake.....oh God!" She screams.

"Yes baby, cum." I tell her.

And she does so on my command. It's not like I am all into dominant/submissive shit but it's fun to play with her. I feel like I can do anything with her.

"How was that?" I say as I finish.

She answers me by kissing me harder than ever as I stand back up. I lean in ready to line up at her entrance but she has other ideas.

She bends down on her knees in front of me and begins to stroke my already hard cock in her palm.

"Fuck me Bella. What are you doing?" I ask.

She answers me but placing her mouth around the top of my cock while holding the rest of me with her hand. I know I am too big to fit in her mouth completely, but she does her best to use both her hand to stroke me and her mouth to lick and suck me off. It feels like complete bliss.

"Bella......ffffuuucckkkk!!" I scream as she picks up her pace and continues her wonderful assault. She then takes her other hand to massage my jewels in the process. It's all so fucking amazing.

"Bella, fuck right there! I am going to cum any minute." I admit.

I help hold her hair back and push her head back gently onto my cock as she bobs back and forth. All the sensations and watching her I lose it quickly having one of the best orgasms of my life.

"Ohhhhh fuck yeah!!" I scream out as I fill her mouth with my seed.

As soon as I am done, I pull her up so I can kiss her.

"Bella, that was the best blow job I have ever had. Where the hell did you learn how to do that?" I ask.

"Well my ex made me watch a porno with him when things weren't good between us sexually. The girl did that for the guy and I noticed how much he enjoyed it. I didn't think he was that good of an actor. So that's what I started to do." She admits with a blush.

"That fucker is a moron for ever cheating on you." I admit.

She just giggles and blushes and I kiss her again. She jumps in my arms wrapping her legs around me and I harden again instantly. I look her in the eyes and I don't even have to ask because the look she is giving me gives me all the permission I need. I line up at her entrance and slide in quickly and pump in and out of her at a fast pace. There is nothing sweet and gentle here. I am fucking her hard and she loves it as much as I do.

"Jake! Jake, of fuck Jake!" She says as I rock her world.

"Tell me how much you love it when I fuck you this way Bella. Tell me." I demand.

"I love when you fuck me Jake. Every way you fuck me. I love it." She yells out.

"I am going to cum again Bella." I tell her.

"Me too!" She yells as we both cum in unison moaning and groaning as we do.

Exhausted, we wash each other off quickly and get out of the shower.

"I don't have anything to sleep in." She says.

I throw her one of my t-shirts and she slides it over her beautiful figure. I don't know how it's possible but she looks even sexier in that than anything I have ever seen.

"You are keeping that. I want you to wear it every night. You look amazing." I tell her as I lean down to give her a kiss.

"Jake Riley, you are going to be the death of me." She says as she climbs into my bed.

"I could say the same thing." I reply as I sneak under the covers with her and hold her close to me as we both pass out from pure physical exhaustion.