Levi and I walk to art class and sit next to each other. He smiles at me and I look down at the floor so he wouldn't see me blush. The art teacher explained his expectation for the class; nobody really listened. I usually do but I was too distracted with Levi. Before I knew it the teacher was done talking with the class and let us have some time to talk to each other. Levi and I talked about interests and he opened up to me about his past relationships. We have so much in common.
The bell rang And Levi and I walked out of art class. We didnt have the next class together but at least we could walk with eachother. We went upstairs and went our separate ways. I felt sad being away from Levi. But at least I can see him at lunch. I walk into class smiling stupidly. That was ruined when River was in that class. And all the other seats were taken except the one next to him. I never wanted to die more in my life. I mumble softly and walk to the desk. I drop all my shit on the floor and i dont make any eye contact with River.
The class was going smoothly. I never really liked History but whatever. I could feel River staring at me. I didnt look though because he could turn it into an opertunity to make a conversation and that's something i dont feel like doing. The teacher passes out paper for us to get our parents to sign. "Hey-" I close my eyes and take a deep breath. Why does he have to talk to me? Why can't he just leave me ALONE. He's the one that hurt me. I turn to him and give him the most fake smile as possible and turn away. The bell rings THANKFULLY. I rush out of the room but then someone grabs my arm and slams me to the lockers. I wince when I look up to see River's face not two inches away from mine. "Let me go Right now," I say in a warning tone.
He smiles at me gently and doesnt move and inch, "Why won't you just talk to me? I know we arent together but at least give me a second chance." I glare at him, "I dont want to talk to you ever again now let me GO." River's smile fades a bit, "Come on please sweetheart-?" He moves closer and I can feel tears starting to form. What am I going to do? I'm weak. I can't do any- "Hey dickhead!" River turns around and Gets shoved by Levi, "Leave Lucas the fuck alone you understand me." River Looks at me like I'm going to help him. I stay silent. River rolls his eyes and leaves. I start crying without even thinking and Levi pulls me into a tight hug.
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As The day comes to an end I get off the bus and walk home. Today has been fucking hell. I mean it was nice getting to see my soulmate. But I never would've expected River to act that way. I walk into the driveway and open the door. I was greeted by a boy wearing a black crop top and some shredded black jeans sucking on a red lollipop, "Welcome Home brother."
End of Chapter 3!
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My Hellhole of A life.
RomanceThis novel is a little bit about real life advents but put into a story so some of it isn't real and some of it is. The characters in this story are people I know. And the main character is me. Lucas is a boy who is struggling with an overly obsess...
