Taehyung POV
My heart breaks when I see what's going on and I don't know how long this is going to last but who am I kidding to have accepted Jimin to be with another man.
It's impossible for me not to know that what we had once is broken, I've noticed things of him are missing, where is he taking them? Maybe to the others guy's house when he stays over there that he doesn't even bother to call me then he doesn't even let me touch him either.
So what kind of relationship is this? I lost Jimin I realize that now as I lay and watch him sleep I see the countless marks on his beautiful skin, it hurts me deeply because it's all my fault.
Tomorrow is the trip that he says he'll be leaving for 10 days and I'm going to take him to see if he's really going with Mr.Jeon or maybe it's someone else and not him, I'm just really curious to see the guy who swept him off his feet taking my place.
The place I lost for being an idiot and not seeing the precious angel In front of me for letting myself go and get seduced in stupid bullshit.
I was Jimin's first love it's why we where going to marry I knew we were super in love and no one could take us apart but I was wrong it wasn't anybody but myself.
How can I be so greedy to ask him to be with me when I know all his pain and actions were because of my fault I look at his engagement ring it stings my heart real bad that it's just a piece of jewelry now.
It means nothing because it's not going there i know it, how will I overcome this that I feel I'll lose him when he leaves tomorrow my heart feels it.
Let me hug him tonight and feel this warmth that I lost because I did not valor him like I was supposed to and I'll have to live with it that it's my fault, plain and simple I have to own it.
Author POV
Taehyung has realized that his days are numbered and more hurtful to live a lie, one that he thought Jimin would want to be with him too and the other guy.
Also that he might win him back but that didn't happen at all it was completely the opposite but of course Jungkook wasn't going to let it happen.
He's also noticed Jimin's things missing from his house, his belongings his closet slowly shrinking of his clothes, he knows he's taking it to his lover's house.
If he knew Jimin owns it an apartment that cost three more times than where he lives. His gravest mistake was asking Jungkook for advice he still won't know it's him until it really blows up something that will make his mind spin to the dirty trick.
Jimin opened his eyes in the morning to find Taehyung hugging his waist tight, he observed his handsome face thinking he never thought he could overcome what this man did to him.
He's happy he's going away because these moments right now gives him such feels of when times were normal between them and they were a happy loving couple, his heart started beating immediately for the love he still feels him.
He's tired of feeling it, he wants to feel for Jungkook and the only way is going far away from his side, Jimin knows Tae doesn't deserve his pity or love because he knew very well how much he loved him and any.betrayal or lie would hurt him deeply.
He sighed of what he feels because even though they reaching their end he doesn't wish him bad because Jimin is sure Taehyung's hurt filled days are still to come.
Especially what he's decided to do when he leaves, he got out of Taehyung's tight grip wanting to be away, he knows he has to kill that piece in his heart that still feels for him.
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