I accepted dark Cacao's offer but I didn't want to give up, not yet! I keep going til I win him over! I remember working day and night trying to find something that would impress him, something to make him feel something for me and not her.
I remember studying long and hard, I remember not sleeping most nights just to find something, anything. After studying for so long, I think it's been years..I managed to find something that would seal it for me..this is perfect..or so I thought..
I wasted so much time on it..that I didn't even realize..they got married..All of this was for utterly nothing..once again I was in a spot where I couldn't do anything but cry and simmer..but..I refuse..
I refuse to just cry and simmer this time..I decided to study upon creating my own cookies, I wanted to create somebody who had no power over me, choice but me.
Once again..all my choices lead to my demise..that is what I assumed at first..
It wasn't even worth it anymore.
I've wasted so much of my time.
So much of my life.
So much of my sanity.
On this man..
And this was my pay?..I'll remember that pure vanilla..
I'll remember that forever.
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Why not me?.. CRK AU story
Randomthis story is being written to be a pain and stress reliever so it's not the best and it's based off a true irl story (NONE OF THE PICTURES ARE MINE!!)