I'm sorry I haven't updated yet but I will ASAP
But....
I've been going through a lot lately and since I love you all I will tell you why since a few can only read this
•I felt a sharp pain earlier in my chest
•I kept on crying because my boyfriend tries to commit suicide. He doesn't know I love him. He's dense, readers, and I mean really dense but I stil love that idiot
•My best friend in FB won't be online that much meaning he won't be able to comfort me like the way before
•I just cut myself earlier and even became drunk again due to the huge depression
•I miss my rp family. They told me hey changed and never wanted to be back together anymore. I tried to convince them to stay and I will bear their pain for them and they called me an idiot
•I am for now on an insider, I spend the whole day crying in my room
•My past is hunting me again in my dreams and I always wake up with tears in my eyes
•I became very insecure and insane. When someone touches me I flinch and move away
•Even my parents never understand me
•I am being looked down at and ignored
I am not asking all of you to pity me. I just want to type this down to release a small chance of stress
I had enough, I can't take it anymore
"Smile at the hardest times. It doesn't matter for anyone. They never cared."
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FanficThe Female hides so much talents in her, and of course, as a teenager, she's too dense and isn't in the right age yet to realize it. Her life in her head is full of adventures, mysteries, miracles, and many more. It just keeps on as she is staying i...
