The Surprise of a Lifetime

Fighting for Peace

When Lucy left with the kids and Frannie, Amanda had gone straight to Liv's room without saying anything. Liv took that as Amanda wanting space to deal with the events that had taken place earlier that day. Liv decided to sit on the couch and watch TV.

About an hour had gone by and it was nearing noon so Liv decided to see what she could make for lunch. Not knowing if Amanda was awake she decided not to disturb her. She found some things in the kitchen and started to make a chicken parm dish that she knew Amanda would like.

She had just started to prep everything when she heard whimpers coming from her bedroom. Liv immediately made her way towards the door. Once she was in her room she saw Amanda tossing and turning in the bed. She was asleep but crying. Liv slowly lowered herself onto the bed next to Amanda. She put her hand on Amanda's shoulder, she immediately shot up in the bed pulling herself away from Liv.

"Manda it's ok. It's just me. You are safe." Liv said calmly trying to bring Amanda out of her panic.

Amanda threw herself into Liv. Not missing a beat Liv wrapped her arms around the blonde.

"Liv..." Amanda spoke weakly.

"It's ok. You don't have to talk about it if you don't want too." That was all it took for Amanda to break down completely.

Liv just held her until she felt Amanda relax. Amanda began to pull away and Liv stopped her.

"Manda, I'm making lunch and I would feel better if you came into the living room while i cook so I can keep an eye on you." Liv's voice was laced with concern.

"I'll eat." Was all Amanda said.

Liv guided Amanda to the couch and wrapped her in a blanket while she went back to the kitchen to continue cooking. After about 20 minutes there was a knock on the door and Amanda started to panic. Liv quickly went to see who was there. She was relieved when she saw Fin.

"Manda it is just Fin." She spoke softly as she opened the door.

"Fin I was just cooking lunch. You hungry?" Liv asked.

"Yeah. Thanks Liv." Fin spoke while making his way to sit by Amanda. She leaned on him and stayed like that until lunch was ready.

"Here you go sweetheart." Liv said while handing Amanda a plate.

Fin and Liv made their way to get their plates. Liv sat on one side of Amanda and Fin sat on the other side. It made Amanda feel safe. Once they were done eating Fin took all of their plates to the kitchen. Amanda immediately leaned against Liv. Fin returned to his spot and they all sat watching TV. Amanda had started to get tired again and laid her head in Liv's lap. It wasn't long before she was stretched across the couch. Her head in Liv's lap and her legs in Fin's. She had turned where her face was against Liv's stomach.

Amanda started to have a bad dream. She started crying and flailing her arms and legs. Liv pulled her up trying to get control of her arms so she didn't hurt herself. Amanda awoke screaming. Liv was whispering in her ear that she was ok and that she was safe. Once Amanda calmed down she clung tightly to Liv like a child. Liv held on to Amanda just as tight. She would do anything to keep her safe.

A few hours had gone by, it was now about 5:30. Fin told them he was gonna run home change clothes and pack a bag. He told Liv that he would pick up dinner on the way back. After he left Amanda went to Liv's room but didn't say anything, Liv gave it a few minutes before going to her room herself.

"Manda?" She asked softly.

"Yeah Liv?" Amanda replied.

"You didn't say anything so I was just checking on you." Liv stated. "I'm gonna go back in here and give you your space."

"Liv you can stay, it is your room after all." Amanda said with a giggle.

Liv smiled at Amanda. She was so happy to hear her giggle.

"I'm gonna take a shower Liv." Amanda said.

"Ok, do you need anything?" Liv asked. "Towels are under the sink. Feel free to use whatever you need."

"Thanks Liv!" Amanda said walking into the bathroom.

Liv walked into the living room, after a few minutes she decided to catch up on some reading so she went to get a book from her room. The door was open so she assumed it was safe to walk in. When she did Amanda was walking out of the bathroom and only had on a bra and underwear. Liv looked away. The image of Amanda was still in her head.

"Manda! I'm so sorry!" Liv said in a panicked tone.

Amanda walked over to Liv. Amanda didn't seem to mind at all, meanwhile Liv was turning bright red. Amanda pulled Liv into an embrace. Liv kept her arms at her side not knowing what Amanda was doing and she didn't want to upset her. About that time they heard Fin returning. Amanda let Liv go and she bolted to shut the door.

"Manda again I'm sorry for walking in on you. I'm gonna go help Fin sort whatever he brought for dinner." With that Liv walked out of the room.

Liv took the food from Fin so he could take his bag to the guest room.

After they ate Amanda went to bed and so did Fin. Liv was cleaning up when she heard a scream come from her room. She quickly made her way to Amanda. When she walked in she couldn't see Amanda. She started to panic. Walking further into the room she saw Amanda crying in the corner.

"Amanda... what's going on..?" Liv was treading lightly. "It's just me. I won't hurt you."

Amanda stood up and walked right to Liv. She was shaking and she wouldn't look at Liv.

"Liv no matter how hard I try to fight the flashbacks and nightmares they always seem to win. I'm so tired but I can't sleep. The only time I'm able to sleep is when you are around. I don't know what is wrong with me." Amanda was sobbing as she said all of that.

"Why don't we get you back in bed and I won't go anywhere. How does that sound?" Liv was holding her tightly as she said that.

The two made their way to the bed, Liv never let Amanda go. They laid down and Liv pulled Amanda to her chest. The stayed like that is silence for awhile. Liv finally felt Amanda relax. Liv was was dressed but she wanted to change into sleep clothes so she slowly started to get up. Amanda jolted up.

"Liv don't leave me..." Amanda said with pain in her voice.

"I'm just changing my clothes. I'll just be over here. I'm not leaving you." Liv said in a soothing tone.

Liv decided to just change where Amanda could see her so she wouldn't cause the blonde too much distress. Once she got back in bed Liv pulled Amanda to her once again and it wasn't long until the blonde fell into a peaceful sleep.

Liv was trying her best to fall asleep but she had 2 things on her mind. She was worried about Amanda and she couldn't get the image of Amanda from before dinner out of her head.