Tainted
I still struggle with the things you put me through
Even if it was years ago it still runs deep and strikes fear and pain throughout my being
I can't even look at people with similar traits to you without getting nauseous
I can feel it writhe in the back up my throat and up
I can feel you all around me, and decaying the air around me
The space around me closing in and making me ache
Why couldn't you see I was a child? Why didn't you care?
You expected me to call you a father figure when you weren't
You didn't even care about the amount of trauma you would leave me with.
You left me tainted and cold, disgusted with the world and untrusting.
I hate you with every part of me, you tainted the childhood I deserved, you robbed me of the innocence I should've had.
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• 🖤 Decayed Words from Departed Lips 🪦 •
PuisiThis is a collection of poems I have written. Read as you please. Give them a read and see if they suit your taste. - All poems are written by me, Nyx
