Metallica Preferences Book **HIATUS**

Should I just give up?

I'm serious. Should I just give up on this book? Because it's getting really fucking hard to please people and avoid any mean sounding joke comments. I just want to write my shit and vibe but I guess I can't without another mean sounding joke comment like "I'm CaLLiNG tHe PoLiCE" or "ThE AuTHoRiTiES hAvE bEEn cONtAcTeD" and I'm just tired of it. I've said it before and I'll keep fucking saying it. I have ANXIETY, and CANNOT DIFFERENTIATE BETWEEN JOKING AND INTENTIONAL SOMETIMES. I'm sorry, but I'm so close to deleting this book if I can't even have one day without these "joke" comments that sound mean. It's seriously super stressful for me because it's really hard to differentiate and I don't really understand social cues sometimes and I just want to have fun. That's literally all I want. And people need to keep in mind that I wrote most of this book when I was in high school so yes, there are some cringy sounding bits but Jesus fucking Christ it's a book, and it's MY book anyways so. Yeah. Just some food for thought I guess.