Savage Love

15. Run It Up, Lock It Down

  Joohyun was right. A few months later, the auditions came again and this time, but haven't gotten the results. Obviously, they were going to be Kpop Idols with their raw talents, but KZA recommend that they do atleast one or two other careers in case the original didn't work out.

  Ever since that night, they have all been ashamed to face her. But they didn't blame her for what she did, only a psycho would blame a victim.

They all sat in the guys' studio, including Taehyung. No one told anyone about their fail. Jin looked around and sighed.

"I'll start." They nodded. "Seojoon and I were friends before anyone else except Joohyun. We were close friends and shared the same dream about modeling. He was a hotshot, and seemed perfect at everything he did. I never met Joohyun as she was always out of the country, but that didn't stop him from talking about her. He had a crush on her and confessed to her, and she accepted. I was happy for him as he liked her for a long time. But as time went by, Seojoon started ditching me to make time for her since she was almost never around. It was like he never told me beforehand, it's just, I missed my best friend so much and it seemed like he forgot about me. But I could bear all that. Until one day, before I enrolled in KZA, we agreed to go for an audition for modeling for a big company that would us lead us to fame. I went and waited for him for hours on end. I couldn't do it alone because we promised we'd do it together, and because the company wanted us as a duo. He didn't come at all, and eventually I had to go. That was when he called last minute and apologized that he couldn't meet me because his girlfriend just came back after six months of being away. He didn't even remember that it was the day of the audition. I was mad, blind with hatred towards his girlfriend who was innocent, so, I did what I did. I wanted my best friend back, but I lost him, and now he hates me. I wish I could tell them how sorry I am, and how stupid it was for me to do what I did. I later learned that it was canceled, as the sponsor died that day. I was bitter and mad at myself when I found out that I ruined three innocent lives for nothing." He shook his head, tears of self disappointment trickled down his face.

Yoongi groaned, rubbing his face. "Me too.  I met him through Jin like the rest of the guys. Seojoon had strong connections because his cafe helped a lot of important people. He heard my mixtape and promised to it present to his constant client, the owner of BigHit. He did show him, as promised. The owner approved of it and I was picked. But I never got to thank him. He was the reason why I got into KZA to learn what I need to for producing. However, after I got in as a trainee, he hardly had time, each time I saw him, he was always talking about his girlfriend. It was pure torture since he did so much and suddenly disappeared. I blamed his girlfriend, despite knowing he just wanted to spend all time he had with her since she was hardly here, because of her job. I ruined because of jealousy and I feel stupid for that. I'm sorry,"

  Hoseok sighed. "I feel more than terrible. I met him through Jin in junior high and we instantly hit it off. He was so cool and had mad rapping skills. He too introduced me to the owner of BigHit and I was picked instantly. I hardly saw him after he had a girlfriend and of course jealousy ensued, I really had no reason to hate her. I was green with envy. It was stupid, I am so sorry."

  Namjoon sighed. "Well, it's the same story with Hobi and Yoongi. He was cool, made my dreams come true. I truly liked him. Jealousy got in the mix, and I regret it. I can't say how sorry I am. But I am."

   Jimin let out a sad smile. "He really was awesome. Got me in like the rest. He said BigHit was looking for trainees, and I would be an amazing singer. I followed him and got in. But obviously he disappeared and I was disappointed. I thought we would hang out more. I too, am seriously sorry for making her life a living hell."

   Jungkook sighed. "I net him in his cyber cafe. Jin had dragged me there with Taehyung to for a game. After we did in which I  was silly because Tar won. I was singing a song that was really famous at that time, and he heard me. He said that it was the song his girlfriend sang in a movie but he refused to tell me who she was. He told me about the audition. I got in, and he encouraged me when I felt like I would let him and people counting on me down. When he disappeared, I felt like my rock left me. He was a special friend and of I didn't let jealousy control me, we would have been happy now. I am sorry. And I feel terrible that I used the extra skills he taught me to deceive him. He trusted me blindly and I took advantage of it."