JENLISA IMAGINES

Oblivious (F)

Jennie was going to do it, she couldn't carry on like this. She tried to ignore the twisting in her gut as she got closer to her apartment door. Their door. It had been for two years now, having her best friend move in with her had been a mistake. Ok that was a lie, living with Lisa was wonderful. Being in love with said best friend was a mistake but not one that she could help.

Jennie had lived with it for years, she just shouldn't have initiated this..... friends-with-benefits relationship. The ache in her chest had only grown worse and she just couldn't deal with it anymore. Lisa was just so warm. She was kind, bubbly, intelligent, funny, supportive, gorgeous and so very Lisa. 

Perhaps things wouldn't be so bad if the sex wasn't so amazing. They had lived together for two years and the walls weren't particularly thick, the cries of pleasure from Lisa's bedroom reaching her ears and causing jealousy to stir like an unwanted beast in the pit of her stomach, so her being good in bed didn't come as a surprise. It just gave her some of the best nights of her life.

What did surprise her though was that Lisa couldn't keep a a girlfriend. Lisa is perfect. How could anyone break up with her?

Well you're about to.

Am not. this is a completely different situation.

You kissed her three months ago after you both got out of relationships and then propositioned her, not exactly romantic but you've been pretty much dating ever since.

Have not.

The cooking, the cuddling, the talking......movie nights......sex...

We used to do all of those things anyway.........apart from the sex part that is.

So you've been doing a lot of these things for years?

I'm ending this because she doesn't feel the same way and I can't do this anymore, I'm tired of holding back, of waking up to an empty bed or Lisa still holding me and not being able to tell her that I love her and have her say it back.

How do you know she doesn't feel the same way?

She chose Diana over me.....and besides I would have picked up on it if she did, I'm good at reading people, I do run a company after all.

Ok she did not choose Lisa over you, she'd just met you an-

Enough. My mind is made up. I'm tired of this constant ache.

She was at the door now and took a deep breath to steel herself before opening it. The pleasant scent of cooking welcomed her before she spotted Lisa and she dares anybody not to gawk at the sight before her. Lisa was dressed in a pair of short shorts and a tight fitting tank top showing off a figure of hard muscle and soft curves, short hair loose about her shoulders. Jennie felt herself begin to drool as she stared at the beautiful woman in front of her. You can do this, just end it and go back to being friends, you can cope with that

The sound of the door closing made Lisa glance up from the stove where it looked like she was cooking them both dinner (dammit, why did she have to be so thoughtful?) and her beautiful brown eyes brightened when she spotted Lisa and her face split into that crooked grin she adored so much. You can't do this, abort abort.

"Hey Nini I was just making us some of 'Lisa's Special Noodle Surprise' for dinner, how was work?" Lisa said brightly before returning to her cooking. Lisa may have thought that Jennie hadn't noticed that she was sticking her ass out a little more than necessary as she leaned over her pots, but she did and would have appreciated it any other time.