I Can't Lose Him (ICDTNWY Sequel)

4.

Hey guys! Good news: This update didn't take as long. (:

Anyway, I apologize in advance because this is one of the the shittiest I've ever written. I needed a transition to smoothly get into the next part of the fanfic [filler...sorry :/ ]...and this came up. Sorry, again, if you don't like it.

But enjoy(?). Hopefully.

[Btw the pic on the top/side is Remi (on the left) and Sébastien (on the right). Just thought I'd include it AND tell you guys. (: ]

[Unedited, so sorry if some things don't make sense.]

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Luke.

*The next morning*

I flipped a pancake, and another, and another. I glanced back at Calum, who was sleeping, hugging the blanket as he did so. He softly snored.

Last night was amazing. It was something I felt...was real. I don't remember the last time we had sex, because I was drunk, but this was special. What Calum and I did...was special.

This was technically our first time, having sex together in which we both felt something, so it was special for the both of us.

Once the batter was done and I was done flipping pancakes, I turned off the stove and placed a couple of pancakes on a plate for him. I then walked over to Calum and laid down next to him, wrapping my arms around him and kissing his cheek.

"Good morning love," I whispered.

He rearranged himself and gripped my hand with his.

"Good morning," he quietly replied.

"How did you sleep?" I smirked, "After last night?"

"Alright. I slept well, and I enjoyed it," Calum replied, turning around to face me, "Could you get me some pants, or sweats. Sleeping naked feels weird to me."

"You're the weird one. You're the only one out of me, Michael, and Ashton that thinks that," I told him.

"Well it does feels weird. So give me a pair of your boxers, sweats. Oh, and get me a shirt," he told me.

I nodded and got up from the bed. I walked to my suitcase and grabbed a pair of my boxers, gray sweats, and one of my band shirts. I threw them to Calum. He took the clothes in his hands and quickly stood up, or tried to anyway. Before he could do anything else, he winced in pain and fell back on the bed.

I smirked and walked over to him. I helped him sit up and sat down next to him, despite the fact that he was completely naked. Not that I minded. Calum had a fine body. His body shape was much better than mine.

"I was too hard on you last night wasn't I?" I asked, smirking.

"Maybe. But I enjoyed it," Calum replied, smiling.

"Can you walk?" I asked.

Calum shrugged. Hesitantly, he put his hand on my shoulder and tried to stand. However, he instantly let out a whimper and fell back onto the bed.

"Maybe I was too hard on you last night," I said again.

"It's fine Luke. It's just been awhile since...I've done it, with anyone. I'll be up by tomorrow," Calum reassured me, "We can just hang out in here. Your parents didn't buy us tickets for any attractions for us to go to today anyway."

"If that's okay with you, then it's alright with me. Put on some clothes and I'll help you walk over to the table so you can eat."

Calum nodded. He took the sweats and boxers and threw it on, literally, or that's how it looked to me. I raised an eyebrow, but shook the thought away and patiently waited for Calum to change.