𝔽𝕝𝕠𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘

𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞

part one

Heartbreak 

"And you never knew

How much I really liked you

Because I never even told you Oh, and I meant to"

You know that feeling when everything in your world is crashing down around you, but you feel like you're watching from outside your body, and there was nothing you can do to stop it.

This was it for me.

The girl that I have loved for more than half my life was leaving for good because I am an idiot  I never even told her how I felt.

As she walked away, I could feel my last chance slipping away from me. Looking at her retreating figure I felt something rush through me. And I chased after her, I still don't know what took over me but as I finally reached her it didn't matter.

She stopped and turned around, facing me.

And caught up in the blue haze of her eyes I let my gaze dip to her lips, and before I knew it I pressed my mouth to hers.

I pulled away.

She looked at me like she had been waiting for something, but also like she was surprised that it actually happened,

I failed to notice the small smile on her face as I stuttered out an apology 

"Beverly I-I-" I didn't get to finish as her lips were on mine again.

Her hand pressed against the side of my face, and even as she kissed me I couldn't stop looking at her

As she pulled away I still couldn't believe what just happened.

For the second time in my life, I kissed Beverly Marsh.

And she kissed me back.

"Bye" she softly whispered before slowly pulling away.

I watched her leave and even as she left my slight. I don't know how long I stood here but by the time I moved, it was already time for curfew.

When I reached my house I walked straight into my room, my gaze caught on my reflection in the mirror.

I looked lost, my lips were pink and I realized that there was some of Beverly's blood on my neck and jaw.

In that very moment, I realized that if I didn't try to get her to stay that I might lose my last chance to stop my world from imploding again.

Tomorrow would be the day Bill Denbrough finally stopped being a pushover.

Tomorrow would be the day I finally got what I wanted.

And I wanted Beveryl to stay.

a/n: this is my first time writing ship fanfiction and English is not my native language so I apologize for any mistakes that I make and anything cringy that I write. 

part 2 of the prologue will be up in a few days and that is where cannon diversion will start

see ya then!