End of me

Taste of nightmares

Sofie

Dante's arm is around me holding me close to him.
I tried to stand up, but my body is aching very badly.

I will never forgive him for what he did.

I could feel him moving, I close my eyes making him think i'm still asleep. I felt his lips on my shoulder, kissing it.

"I know you're awake, sweetheart" He said with his deep morning voice.
"Go take a shower, i'll be waiting for you" He went to the closet room, as I quickly got up and went to the bathroom.
My chest and throat became tight as I stared at myself in the mirror

When will the nightmare end, please god.

Tears fell down my cheeks. I turned the shower on, I went under the cold water, I suddenly felt very weak. I sat under the shower and couldn't help but to burst out my tears.
~
I didn't have appetite to eat breakfast.
someone knocked on the door and the maid came in and said
"Ma'am, Dante is waiting for you in the living room" I looked back at my book
"Tell your boss that I am not coming" I said furiously.
"Please ma'am, do what he tells you to. I have my little child with me today, and I don't want her to get scared if he loses his temper" she said looking sad. I stood up and walked towards her

" I got it, you can go back to your work" Patting her on the shoulder. She quickly went out.
I fixed my messy hair and I walked downstairs towards the living room, as he saw me he puts his phone down on the table and leaned back on the couch. He stared at me up and down making me nervous.

"I like your dress" His eyes collided with mine.
"What do you want Dante?"
"Come here" he stares at me with narrowed eyes, I didn't dare to move an inch 
"I won't repeat myself, love." his voice was more dangerous.
I took a few steps carefully, I didn't want to go too close. "No, here" He taps on his lap

Oh lord.

As I took more steps he took my arm causing me to sit on his lap.
We locked eyes
Don't fall for this.
"Here take this and this" He handled me a black card and my phone. My eyes widen "Buy whatever you want, but you won't go anywhere without bodyguards" I slowly took the card and my phone from his hand and said
"I don't need bodyguards, and I won't runaway, don't worry"

"oh love, you do need bodyguards, I don't trust you at all" he said giving me a kiss on my cheek.
I immediately stood up, standing in front of him
"Why do you do all this to me?" I felt the need to explode.
"I won't argue with you today, be grateful for that, mhm?" I looked at him confused.
"you're a psycho" I said.
He scoffs "By the way, I have a mission in the UK, and i'll first be home in two days" he rubbed his thumb on my lips ruining my lipstick "behave while i'm gone" and walked casually out.
He's making me insane.

~

I was on my way to the mall to shop since I haven't done that in awhile. "We are here, ma'am" Alex said. I had 3 bodyguards with me, it was weird having bodyguards coming with me everywhere. Alex opened my door, I got out and asked him "Is it necessary for you to come in with me? You could wait out here and i'll be back in 2 hours
"I'm sorry ma'am, that won't be possible. We got orders to stay with you no matter what."
I nodded "okay, I understand" I gave him a small smile.

I got the urge to buy everything expensive just to piss Dante off
"ma'am it's getting late, we should go home now" I looked at him confused "That's not something you decide, Dante didn't mention when I should be home" It's like Dante controls everyone in this world. It's his world we are living in.
I looked back at the guards and they had several shopping bags each.

"That should be enough" I whispered, smirking.
"Sofie?" I head a familiar voice, I quickly turned around and it was, Liam? My ex boyfriend.
"It's good to see you again, Sofie" he gave me a smile. I still remember the night I broke up with him 3 years ago, because I was afraid of my father would harm him.

"It's good to see you too" I said smiling back at him. We stood there awkwardly just staring at each other,

I missed him.

"ehm, can I maybe get your number?" he asked softly. I totally forgot about Dante and just gave him my number.

"I'll contact you soon" He was about to give me a hug when all 3 of my bodyguards pulled their guns into his head
"What are you doing?!" I asked almost yelling
"Mister please move back" Alex said loudly.
Liam looked at me confused and turned around and disappeared in the crowed of people

"wow guys, that was so unnecessary" I told them
"You shouldn't have gave him your number, ma'am" One of them said, whatever his name is.
"Don't fucking tell me what to do" I stared deadly at him
"Let's go home, I don't feel great" i told them

~
As we got home I told them to put all my shopping backs in my bedroom.
I threw myself on my bed, thinking about what I should do tomorrow the day before Dante returns.

Why can't he just stay there forever...

I suddenly remembered that I got my phone back, I reached for it and dialled Nouria, I miss her so much
"hello? Sofie!" Nouria said, sounding exited.
"Nouria I miss you so much" I said.

"I miss you too! How are you? how is it going with Dante?" She asked curiously
"Please don't even mention him. He's so cruel."
"ehm...Nouria?" I said nervously
"tell me"

"We should hang out tomorrow with Isabella and Ava" We all four were very close friends but I wasn't as close with Ava and Isabella as I was with Nouria.
"Oh my god, yes we should go clubbing, i've heard about this new club around 20 minutes from here. I'll call the girls" I could hear her jumping

"But, You have to help me sneak out.."
I said playing with my hair with one hand.
"Of course, I will! Listen there's a hidden back door in the diner room. Go out of it and go behind the bush and i'll be waiting for you there, got it?" she said.

"How the fuck do you know about the hidden door?"

"I just heard Dante and Luke talk about it once, hehe" I chuckled, this girl can risk everything for her loved ones, and I really adore her for it
"See you tomorrow" I said and hung up.