Unshatter me

Chapter 23

I laughed.

I don't know why but I laughed at the situation I was in rather, I laughed at what had just transpired

Who would have thought that the one and only Alpha Xerxes would actually have a mate built and created just for him

Fuck

I almost embarrassed myself so damn hard.

I mean, what if I told him yes a few minutes ago, then he ended up finding his mate minutes later.

How funny would that have been.

How funny that would have been

How funny that...

I was lying to myself. Even Bella could feel and see the devastation within my eyes.

That shit hurt

This shit hurt

It never hurt this way when I was with Nathaniel, neither did it hurt as much as it did when he first cheated on me

Didn't I hate this man a month ago? Why does it fucking hurt.

I watched as his hand lowered towards her cheek and how she gasped

They must be feeling the sparks that obviously came from their mate bond.

Did I mention that the Alpha was smiling

I didn't? Oh. Well the Alpha was smiling.

An honest smile

I didn't even think he could do that but here he was, smiling at his mate

I felt the cracks within my heart and probably hands and feet and...

I felt my heart break and trust me, it didn't feel good.

I was literally crumbling from within but I'm sure nobody noticed it.

Why would they care about what a human they knew nothing about in the first place feels .

I battled with the tears that were already pooling in my eyes and sighed.

Yep. I think I've watched enough of this .

Anymore might destroy me.

I needed a drink.

A very strong one

I felt my feet move towards the opposite direction from the newly founded mates before my brain could register

That's how bad it was

Bella didn't follow after. It was probably a wolf thing .

Her wolf must have been happy for it's Alpha for finding his Luna.

I ended up at the bar need the border.

I didn't even question neither did I resist entering.

I found myself ordering an entire bottle of heavens knows what.

All my mind could register doing was pouring a glass and chugging it entirely.

It helped me in a way. The drink made my world slow down and the chaos within my head to cool down

So now what was next?

What was going to happen to me now?

If I'm correct,the new Luna might discover about what the alpha and I had and because of the possessive nature of Luna's,she would either drive me out of the pack or make my life miserable

She might take over the orphanage or might as well get rid of it all together.

I'm not saying all this because of assumptions but because I've seen such things happening.