More Than a Fan || LRH

Part 18: Time..

2 weeks had passed and I had been going through the motions just taking it a day at a time. I'd wake up, skip breakfast, take a shower get dressed, go through the day, eat lunch, half of dinner, Skype Luke then go to bed. I know that sounds depressing but I was just trying to get through it. It was hard going from seeing him every day to not at all.

"Are you okay?" Katie asked.

"Hmm? Yeah I'm fine," I said forcing a smile on my face.

"That's not real."

"What's not real?"

"That smile."

"It's real."

"You're lying."

"Yes I'm lying but who cares."

"I do."

"Sorry Kay I just I'm not used to it."

"To what?"

"People actually caring about me."

She pulled me into a hug and the tears started to stream down my face. I've been holding it in way to long. I've tried being strong and frankly I'm not good at it. I don't think I'll survive him going on break and being gone that long. Maybe this was a bad idea. No, what am I thinking? This is a dream come true.

My phone buzzed snapping me out of my thoughts.I pulled it out of my pocket and saw that Luke tweeted. I unlocked my phone and twitter popped up. The tweet read: "Missing MY little red so much! 2 weeks baby, 2 more weeks & I'll have you in my arms once again." He then replied to a couple fans who were asking who "little red" was. "@lollipoplucas 'little red' is MY beautiful girlfriend Skylar Madison Rain. " with that he added a picture from one of our Skype calls. I smiled but was slightly pissed that he screen shot the worst pictures of me.

I replied saying that "I miss MY hemmo too" and twitter blew up. We started texting while he was getting ready for sound check in Denver. He was telling me how much he missed me and how he wished I was there.

Luke: The fans keep asking me where you are..

Me: Aww a couple of them tweeted me saying you seem sad without me there.

Luke: I am.. Its weird sleeping alone and i have no one to focus on during the shows.

Me: Two weeks babe.. two weeks and I'll be in your arms where I belong :)

Luke: I'm counting down the days baby. I g2g for sound check. I miss you little red.

Me: I miss you too hemmo.

I took a shower and got ready for the day. Logan, Katie, and I went for a walk in my neighborhood, it was hot as hell but it was nice to talk to them. Katie and Calum had been talking a lot. It was nice seeing my friends happy well Logan is kinda feeling the same way I am but shes doing a lot better then I am. We were all in deep conversation when my phone started ringing it was my Skype app. It wasn't anyone that I knew but I answered it anyway. Liz Hemming's face popped up.

"This is Skylar right?" She asked.

"Yes I am she," I smiled.

"I just wanted to talk to this girl that has stolen my sons heart."

"I wouldn't say that." I blushed.

"When we talk you're all he talks about."

"Aww that's so cute."

"I can't wait to meet you in a few months or we can talk later when you're home I can see you're out. Goodbye."

"Totally goodbye Liz."