The Defiant

Truth Unveiled

Saya

I fucked up. I fucked up bad. 

I didn't even realize what I was doing before I did it! 

The dream replayed in my head; Atlas and Roan thrusting into the smaller boy's hand, Sparrow getting his dick sucked by Dakota, and Dakota getting fucked by Josiah! Their bodies moved together in a mesmerizing rhythm, and I couldn't look away. Then, I started to feel it. And I know I was in a dream, but it felt so real! 

Wait...

Maybe it wasn't completely a dream. 

My dread grew tenfold; perhaps this was like the dream I had before I met Josiah and Sparrow. Was that really... real?

Did they really do everything I saw? But... it was perfect! Too perfect. Was Dakota really trans? Or was that just my subconscious desire to not feel singled out within their relationship? And- and why did I want to be a part of their relationship that much to envision such a thing?

I woke up right before an orgasm. And now, I lay in a bed, still turned on and questioning life. 

I heard a light groan before someone scooted closer and wrapped an arm around my waist. My heart leaped, and I was glad the lights were off because I'm sure I was blushing. 

I shouldn't be this excited. I met these people within the last twenty-four hours! And- and Ray...

It had been just a couple of weeks since he... died. I should be grieving. I was grieving! I shouldn't even be thinking about relationships this early. I shouldn't want one. 

Lips pressed against the back of my neck. "Still horny? And why are you upset?" Ezra muttered sleepily. 

How did he know I was upset? Wasn't he asleep just a minute ago? I was just laying here. There was no signification I gave that would have let him know that. And why did he kiss me?!

"Levi, don't think dumb things." He sighed. 

My eyes widened. 

He thought I was Levi. His half-awake mind must have gotten us confused. 

"Shut up. I'm not dumb," Levi muttered from across the bed. 

Ezra tensed. "W-wait." He reached over me and turned on a lamp. The light blinded me, and I squinted against it. "How did you-"

I didn't dare make eye contact. 

"Look at me," he said. 

...

I made eye contact. 

"S-sorry," I stuttered. His face was very close to mine, and I was in a bit of a panic. 

Levi leaned over to look at Ezra. "What's happening?"

Ezra snapped his head over to look at Levi, and they shared silent words.

This continued for a while— a long while. They all seemed to do that; talk to each other with their minds.

I felt like it was important- like I was missing something. 

"Are you talking to each other?" I asked quietly, not wanting to interrupt... whatever they were doing.

They both look at me with panicked expressions. 

"Yes," Levi stated

And at the same time, Ezra said, "No."

Ezra glared at Levi, and their conversation resumed. It was almost like I could feel their... caution?