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Chapter 46

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•Lilian's POV•

With Chase leaving soon we've spent every day together, I'm practically living at his house at this point.

My dad and April come back on the 30th, so tomorrow but their flight is late at night.

Chase shuffles lifting his head away from my neck, his hair tickling my chin.

He sighs seeing me awake before collapsing back down wrapping his arms around me he pulls me tight to him.

"Good morning," I whisper.

"Morning," he mumbles tiredly.

Prying his arms off of me I turn so I'm facing him.

I press my forehead onto his chest, "I'm going to miss you so much,"

"I'm going to miss you too," he says pressuring a kiss on the top of my head.

"We should probably get up now," I sigh.

Shaking his head lightly he pulls the cover up covering us completely.

"I love you," he whispers

"I love you," I whisper back.

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"Ahhhhh," Violet squeals taking off in a run out of her house towards me.

I run towards her, hugging her tightly.

"I missed you girl," she squeals.

"It was like a week and a half," I laugh, "but I missed you too," I say.

The whole group decided to come home early when Chase told them he was leaving.

I'm glad they're here, tomorrow is the last day we have together as a group.

God, I'm going to cry again.

Laura and Tyler get in later today around lunch, then the guys have practice at 4:30.

And I think Shawn got back yesterday, I texted him asking but he never answered.

Chase said he's probably just busy with family things. 

"We need to do something fun tomorrow," Violet said getting back under a blanket on her bed.

"Definitely," I say joining her.

We put on Friends to pass the time till Laura gets here.

Though I'm barely paying attention, my mind wanders to the very person I'm trying to not think of and how they're leaving.

Long distance rarely works, either both or one heart ends up breaking.

I trust Chase more than anything, but I'm scared.

I shouldn't say scared, I'm nervous.

I'm nervous we'll lose touch, I'm nervous his feelings will fade, I'm nervous he'll no doubt find someone better, I'm nervous he'll forget me.

But I'm freaking scared he'll realize he doesn't want to be with me.

I think I would actually die.

•Chase's POV•

"Who will I hang out with when you're gone?" Shawn whines tying his skates.

"Tyler," I answer doing up my own.