Chucky Series Shorts

Confusion and Confession

Based off a Taylor Swift song "Question..?"

And then, I kissed her. I could taste my own drunkenness from all the vodka I've been drinking. I've like her, for a very, very long time. At least it feels like it. I just needed her to know how I felt. How much I've talked about her to Jake and Devon. How much I loved her.

I could feels everyone's stares, them pointing and laughing at us. But after we pulled away, they started clapping for us. It could just be me in my drunken state but the crowd is giving mixed signals.

Maybe it's because I was kissing someone like Nadine. Nobody has seen her besides tonight and not many people would see her like I do. No, she's not like Bella Hadid or the Kardashians. Most wouldn't find her attractive, but I sure do. I can't believe I'm so smart even after drinking bottles and smoking a shit ton.

"I really like you, Nadine."
I slur, leaning on her shoulder, getting ready to fully blackout.

"I've just been confused. I never felt this way for someone like I do for you."
I add, I can feel the tears well up in my eyes.

"Ok, let's get away from the people, just you and me."
Nadine responds, she gets up and pulls me up the stairs.

It doesn't take me long to realize Jake and Devon seen the whole thing and followed us up here. I just need some time to think. My mind is all over the place. I've dated Junior and liked several other guys, but there's something different about Nadine. Obviously, she's a girl. But it's like she's a magnet and I'm being compelled towards her. Or she's a drug, and I'm very high and addicted to it. Or, she's a fucking witch and put some love spell on me and is manifesting me into her live. Either way, I wouldn't care. As long as I'm with.

"Lexy, are you ok?"
Jake asks, waving his hand in my face. Everything is a blur. I can't see much, it's all a haze.

"Fuck, no, I'm not ok! I just kissed my biggest crush in the whole wide world in front of a shit ton of people! I felt like everyone was laughing at me because they're all homophobic douche bags and I have no idea if she even likes me back! She could just be messing with me or could be some fucking witch who put some fucking love spell on me or something! And I don't even know what my sexuality is! I've always like boys then this girl comes in and now I'm going insane! I'm going to have to be out in a psych ward if we don't get fucking married already! I'm going crazy and my mind is all over the place and I'm just really confused! And to top it all off, I can't see shit. Everything is just blobs of color is I'm worried if I kissed some other ginger instead of Nadine!"
I ranted, stumbling around the room and slurring. At some point, I started crying.

"Lexy, I'm right here."
Nadine claims, grabbing my arm.

"Fuck!"
I whine, flopping back onto the bed. I wish I was dead now.

"Now she knows!"
I add, I started kicking my legs and throwing my arms around. Throwing a tantrum like a little kid who didn't get a beanie boo at Walmart.

"You just need to take it one step at a time. It's ok to not know your sexuality right away. Everything takes time to figure out. And you have all of us to help figure it out."
Jake explained.

"Are you sure? Everything is just so weird now, like my whole world had changed."
I say.

"Yeah, I'm very sure."
He replies.

"Can we talk, alone?"
Nadine asks, looking over at the boys. They don't protest, they get up and leave the room, closing the door behind them.

"Hey,"
Nadine starts.

"Hey."
I pout.

"I don't know if you'll remember this tomorrow morning when you wake up with a massive hangover but I like you too, in a romantic way. Honestly, I would really love to be your girlfriend but if you aren't ready for that yet then I completely understand. I'll be waiting for when you are though." The ginger confirms.

"Wow, I'm really gay."
I laugh, laying on her legs.

"Yeah, by the way you kissed me, I could tell." Nadine jokes.

  Now honestly, I don't remember barely anything but I can now say that I'm dating the love of my life.