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I ran to my room and stayed like that ,when I went outside of it ,it would only be for food or drugs .
Lisa has been helping me and inviting me to party's ,getting drunk and high was the only thing that can take my sadness away , am broken ,"Kara are you going to Nash's party this week "
" It's been 5 weeks since ,,,you know ,,,, I just don't feel like it "
"Kara just chill it won't hurt look ,,,this is all progress ,,,YOU ARE FREE NOW ,,,, 1 you got new tattoos ,2 You've be drunk ,3 you smoke weed . this is all we need to be happy and free ,"
"Wow Lisa your a really shitty friend " i said laughing my ass out .
"Ouch" she said with sarcasm throwing her hands above her chest "okay am coming " I said ...
We were now on our way to the party , I couldn't believe that I accepted , not after what already happened , having a hungover infront of mom is like a nightmare ,but what should I say ... Life has consequences , " Girl ,are you like ready to get laid tonight " Lisa said snapping me out of my thoughts ,,"NO" I said laughing " am just going to smoke ,get drunk ,and whatever we do when were drunk ,it's not like I remember " I said fast , not even stoping for breath . " Lets just go inside " Lisa said after 5 minutes of awkward silence , " Yea "I said going out of the car into the drive way , i knocked the door waiting for exactly 10 seconds till Nash opens the door , it was kind of weird because this was not the kind of party I thought I would be going to ,this party is only for Nash's close buddies that are known as the bad boys , Players ,drug addicts ,alcoholic freaks , but all in a nice way ,I never even went to this kind of level , I was the good girl ,the pride with her boyfriend , but now am known as the drug addicted girl who's always high and sarcastic , " Earth to Kara " Nash said waving his hand in front of my face ,"huh , oh hey Nash " I said a little embarrassed "come're , give daddy a hug " ,Nash said , surprising the crap out of me .," okay daddy " I said surprising him with my choice of words ," don't even try " I said hugging Nash " we are only besties ...kay " I said smiling " yea besties " Nash said , I went in to the living room obviously to get drunk
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