Little Ezra || agere (ON HOLD)

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I didn't give him a response.

Trey said he wanted me to be his little and I got up and ran away.

I was scared.

I never had a caregiver before.

The closest thing I had to a caregiver after all this time was Amanda. I didn't want to risk scaring Trey away because of not knowing how to react to an actual caregiver.

It was now the next day and I still hadn't said anything to Trey.

Even when we were eating breakfast. I ignored both him and Amanda. I was still big so I didn't want to talk to anyone at the moment.

Once we were finished breakfast I went back to my room and hoped I would be able to get back into little space but it was no use. Nothing I did worked.

I had to use my last resort.

Asking for help.

I slowly walked downstairs to the living room where Trey was sitting on the couch watching TV. Amanda had to go into work today so it was just me and him.My hand reached out and hesitantly tapped his shoulder. Trey looked at me, a smile forming on his face, and brushed some hair from my face.

"What's up lovebug?" I couldn't help the blush that appeared on my cheeks.

"I-I need help" I stuttered out quietly. "With what baby?"

He was already acting like my caregiver and I hadn't even said yes.

"Being little"

I avoided making eye contact, hating that I had to ask for help. He sat there for a second before getting up and grabbing my hand.

"Where's Leon?" He asked me. When we were eating last night, I asked Amanda if Leon could sit with us and that's when Trey found out about him.

I pointed up the stairs signaling that he was in my room. Trey made me look up at him, causing me to realize how tall he really was.

I must look like a little kid compared to him.

"Use your words baby"

"My room" I muttered out, averting my eyes to the wall behind him.

I understand that Trey is trying to help me be little, but it felt so weird to me being treated like a little kid while I'm still big.

"Good boy" Trey praised, causing butterflies to erupt in my stomach.

That never happened when Amanda would say that to me.

Trey reached down and grabbed my hand before leading me up the stairs and into my room. "Go get Leon baby" I walked over to my bed and grabbed Leon from where he was sitting next to my pillow.

I hesitated before I started to reach for Arlo as-well.

"Only one Ezra" Trey said from behind me causing me to pout.

I was already starting to feel little, so him telling me I couldn't have both my stuffies upset me.

"Pwease?" I asked as I looked up at him. "What did I say?" He asked sternly. "Only one" I whispered and put my head down.

"Good boy"

He pulled his phone out to look at the time. "Look at that, it's nap time baby" He picked me up and I laid my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes.

I had officially regressed.

I wasn't the slightest bit tired but once Trey took me down to the living room and started singing to me, I could barely keep my eyes open.

His voice was like magic.

Before I knew it, I was drifting off to sleep.

But not before I said three simple words.

"Nigh' nigh' daddy"

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