That number 21💙- Ben Chilwell FanFic

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BELLA:
It's now 6pm, I haven't heard from Ben all day. I'm sitting with Lauren as Dec and Mase have gone to check his place again and pick up some food. My phone pings, I think it may be Ben but it's an instagram message from someone called Joanna. The name seems familiar then before I open it I say to Loz "this is Bens ex" she looks shocked and I open the message.
Joanna1:
If you're looking for Ben, he's with me. You see all day he's been a avoiding you as he doesn't know how to tell you. You see before you and him were official, me and him met in a bar and rekindled. Well the rekindling may have led to me becoming pregnant with his baby. I called him last night to say I was in pain and needed him, as a 5 and half month pregnant woman, he came running. Just accept he's mine and he'll always come back to me, i know he hasn't told you, he's known for 3 weeks. You see I wasn't going to tell him but we'll my last boyfriend left me so I didn't want to be lonely...

My heart breaks at the message, Lauren is in shock. I throw my phone on the sofa and run upstairs crying, just as the boys come in the front door. They try to call me back but I just lock the door and cry.

LAUREN:
I see the boys rush into me, looking confused. "What's happened?" Mason says worriedly and i shrug and say "I think you two may want to sit down for this" they both look angry. I show them the message and they both yell. "What the actually fuck! He's got her pregnant and lied to Bella!" Mason says and then Dec says "He's known 3 fucking weeks!" I can see they're both really angry. Bella is heart broken, she loves him so much. They've got through so much together. "What can we do?" I ask and they both look at me, "Loz, stay with Bella please. I need to go and speak to him. I know exactly where Joanna lives" Mason says and Dec says he's going too.

MASON:
Driving to her house, I'm so angry with Ben, why would he do this, we pull up outside and I look at Dec and say "ready for this?" He nods and says "let's go see what he has to say for himself"
We walk to the door and knock loudly, Joanna answers with a smug look on her face "I take it you're looking for Ben." I glare at her "where is he?" She points to the front room, I storm in there and he instantly looks shocked and says "Boys it's not what it looks like, I promise." I shake my head "not what it looks like... really Ben, because right now it looks like you left my house at 3am, with no explanation, you've ignored your girlfriend all day leaving her upset and hurt, to be here at your exes house all because you couldn't keep it in your pants and knocked her up just before making it official with my sister. Who is currently locked in her bedroom sobbing, refusing to talk to anyone. Because you hurt her, the one thing you promised us both you wouldn't do. She's been through so much" I yell and I can feel myself getting emotional. He looks shocked "knocked up what are you on about?" I'm annoyed and say "yeah, you've known for 3 weeks and lied to us all. Bells found out from an instagram message from her" I say pointing at Joanna who is looking smug but I notice now not very pregnant.
Ben looks at Joanna and says "what is this about? You messaged Bella" he seems angry. "Someone going to explain what the fuck is going on!" Dec says loudly. Joanna looks at Ben and says "I told her that yes, it's just you came running last night and you came back this evening. I thought you wanted us again. So I thought she knew about our hook up before you guys got together. I thought you loved me again" Bens eyes widen in shock "why the fuck would you do that? I've already fucked up enough without your lies. I came last night as you called and said it's a major emergency. Then you kissed me and I felt so guilty all day that I've ignored everyone, I came back this evening to get my coat which is here. You told me you wanted to talk and apologise but you wanted to cause trouble. I love Isabella, she's my world and now you've just cut the last hope of her ever talking to me again." He says the last bit crying, I'm so confused then Dec says "you've got some explaining to do lad, I'm not sure what I'm pissed off more at, you've proper fucked it here but let's go to yours and talk. You're still our mate and you're hurting too." I don't know how to react, I just walk out and get in the car, the 2 boys come out and I tell them to follow in Bens car.

We arrive at Bens, he's still crying and I can't look at him, when he tells Bella all of this it'll break her well that's if she'll ever talk to him again.
We sit down and Ben brings in water. "Mase I'm sorry" he says and I shrug "I don't know if sorry is going to be enough. Last night we were talking about promise rings and wanting to marry her yet you go running back to your ex. Also a couple of weeks before making it official with Bella, you fuck your ex. You do know Bella has been crying all day because of you're fuck ups." He looks at the floor. "I didn't fuck her I promise, she sucked me off in a club toilet, not that is any better but I promise I didn't fuck her, I was very drunk, it's not an excuse. And I know I've fucked up again today."
BEN:
I decide to try and call Bella, I need to make this right, I love her.
Bella❤️
I-What do you want?
B-Bella please, can we talk?
I- talk... not too busy with Joanna then..
B-None of that message is true, well I did go to her last night but not for the reason she said. She isn't pregnant, I know I fucked up but please babe.
I-Yes you've proper fucked up. You've hurt me. Did you fuck her while talking to me?
B-No I didn't fuck her, but she did suck me off when I was drunk.
I-oh because that's so much better Ben. Fucking hell... did anything happen this time?
B-She kissed me... I pushed her off and left. I've been thinking all day another how I'm going to tell you. I love you Bella please.
I-I love you too Ben, but I've been hurt before. I'm not going through it again. I'm done. I'm out. We're over!

She hangs up the phone and all I can do is sob.