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BELLA:
We arrive at the airport, I carry Summer in my arms. I still haven't received no response from Ben, he read my text but hasn't responded. We check in and head to meet the others, we see Jack and Jordan first. They smile then Jack says "hang on, Bella and Summer but no Ben?" I nod and all the others come over worried, Mason says "Lads, Dec and I have brought Bella and Summer on holiday with us" they nod and Jordan says "is this to do with the pictures?" I nod and a few tears fall, Jack engulfs me in a cuddle. "Sorry if I've intruded on your holiday boys" they all laugh and James says "Don't be silly"
-5 hours later-
We've arrived and settled in. The place is amazing, it's a villa. Mine and Summers room is at the far end, so it's quiet, we have an amazing view of the beach and sea from the window. The villa has a pool and is beautiful. I have Dec in the room next to me and Mason the other side.
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BellaMount: Holiday and Sunshine with my beautiful baby girl💖
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Masonmount: 10 days with my favourite girls💖
Declanrice: Beautiful photo🥰 Summer loves the sunshine already and ice creams
LaurenF: Look at them smiles🥰 Can't wait to hear all about it 💖🥰
KennedyM: Enjoy it girl. You deserve it, good luck with 10 days with the lads😂💖
Jackgrealish: It's good to see you smiling girl💖 Gonna be a good holiday🥰
User: No Ben🤨
User1: It's good to see you're happy Bella🥰 you and your daughter are beautiful💖
BeccaFoden: Beautiful photo🥰
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I knew people would mention that Bens not here, the photos have done the rounds online and everyone has seen them.
-3 days later-
We've been on holiday 4 days now, I'm okay all the time I'm around people as I manage to keep a brave face but when I'm alone all I can do is cry. I wish Ben would call me or text me. I'm broken without him, I know I should be angry but I miss him. Mason and Dec have taken Summer out for a bit to let me have some time.
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I lay on my bed after a bath and I feel my phone vibrate, I look at it and I see the name I've been wanting to see for ages. Bens messaged me, I want to open it but I'm so scared about what I might say.
Ben❤️
Bella, I'm so sorry for everything
and I know leaving it nearly 5 days
before contacting you is a big mistake,
as whatever I say now won't seem truthful
but I promise you I never cheated on
you. I understand why you left and how
much I hurt you. You and Summer are
my world and I should never have risked
it at all.
I hope you'll be able to let me explain
it all to you face to face at some point.
I know it will take a lot of work but I hope
and pray that we're not over for good,
you're my fiancé and I want you to
be Mrs Chilwell.
I love you and miss you both. I
hope you'll come back to me xx

Ben, you hurt me lots, and I can't
pretend that I'm going to believe you
straight away as you've left it 5 days.
I just wish you'd told me if you
wasn't happy.
I'll always love you and I miss you too.
You'll always be Summers dad,
she misses you too. Of course we can
talk face to face, I don't  want to throw
us away without trying at least. Xx

BEN:
I've been broken these last few days. I really fucked up, and I've really hurt Bella. I need to talk to her and I know the one person who can help me is the one person who probably hates my guts right now.
Mase⚽️
M-So you do know how a phone works then?
B-I'm sorry Mase. I've fucked up, but I swear on anything I didn't cheat.
M-5 days after you were pictured with another girl you get in contact and expect me to believe that. You hurt my sister
B-i know and that's why I've called...
M-Go on...
B-I text her and said Im sorry and I'll explain but I want to do it face to face. I was hoping you'd be able to tell me where you guys are so I can fly out to talk to her
M- Ben, before you go anywhere near my sister again, I'm gonna need the explanation, I'll keep an open mind about it all and choose to believe what you tell me as I'm sure you ain't gonna lie to me.
B-I won't lie I swear down. Bella and Summer mean everything to me. I'll do whatever it takes to even get a chance to try and fight for us. I'm so sorry.
M-Get a flight to Antalya I'll meet you at the airport and we'll chat first. You've got a lot of the lads who ain't happy either.
B-I know but once I've spoken to you, Bella is my main priority
M-I'm glad to hear that, it's a shame she wasn't a few days ago
B-I know...

I hang up and book the first flight possible to Antalya, once it's done I send Mason my flight details. My next few conversations aren't going to be easy ones. I pack a suitcase and head to the airport, I know this isn't going to be fixed easily and part of my heart knows that it may not be able to be fixed at all but I know I'm gonna try and I'm going to fight for my girl.

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