Aboarding Train to Hell

Chapter 20

Emily's Pov

 I never thought that I would lose my best friend. I also never thought my dad would kill my mom and himself. These are the things that tore my life apart. No, it wasn't school, nor my boy problems with Adam and Colton. It was this, Me losing people I love forever.

 I don't like to cry, but if I do you better believe it was for a damn good reason. Now I will never know what Eva had to say to me that day. She could have come to forgive, or you could have come to tell me off and say how much of a whore I was.

 I don't like to blame people for these things, but there's no pity on what Megan has done. She purposely wanted to kill me, but in the process killed Eva. And Here I was, at her funeral, thinking about the possible outcomes that Eva could have had if I wasn't in her life. 

"We gather here today to celebrate the life of Eva Haul, Who has now returned to her home with Our God, The Father."

 It's painful to even see someone die that we weren't close with, but now that they were close it's a feeling that you can't bare. After the Funeral was over, I sat on a bench outside the Church. I haven't thought about Adam nor Colton, and that's a damn good thing. I felt someone sit next to me, but didn't bother to look who it was because I knew just by their smell.

"Hey," Adam said.

"Hi"

"How are you holding up?"

"I'm not, I don't know what's what anymore. All I can think about is that If I didn't meet her on Twitter If I didn't hook up with Colton if I just sucked it up and didn't give Megan a hard time, this wouldn't have happened to her. Now Look at her, She's fucking dead and it's majorly my fault because I just have to stand up for my self, and I just have to like two guys at the same time, and I just fucking have to be the child of a Physco that killed his wife and himself. " I said feeling empty as shit.

"It's not all our fault, It's everyone's fault. That's how life is and goes." Adam replied as he grabbed my hand.

At his action, I would have blushed ad my heart would have started racing, but it's not. I just feel empty. I feel like I don't have bones or organs in my body and I'm just empty.

-=+=-

After Eva's Death, I basically became shy, and timid. I stopped talking to Adam and Colton.The only person I would say a word to was Lucas or Amber. Summer was approaching and I had a plan to escape this plan, as much as I love Aunt Linda this place was not for me. I took my parents money that belonged to me, and planned to go to the Bahamas until my senior year started.

I was excited to leave, but not come back.

-=+=-

THE END

HOLY SHIT

ITS  DONE

ARE YOU SAD?

LOLPROBABLY NOT

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