Behind the Scenes

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Freen's POV

How do I know if what I feel for her is just friendship or something more?

Ever since we kissed, that's what's been I've been thinking of every day and night.

I didn't know what to do or how to think because this is all new to me. Of course, acting and actually experiencing this is so different. That's why I asked Becky to be patient with me and, if she can, wait for me to understand my feelings better.

One thing's for sure, I love her. With all my heart. I see her as my soulmate, that one person you meet once in a lifetime that just gets you. The person you instantly click with and know that you never want them out of your life. That's what Becky is for me.

Today, we decided to give it a try. I asked her out on a date.

I know this is kinda normal for us because we've gone to many places together already, but this time I clarified to her that I didn't want this date to be between phi and nong as it was in the past.

It was actually nerve-wracking for me when I asked her and she was also surprised that I was the one to initiate it.

So here I am, about to pick her up so that we can go together.

When I arrived, I saw that she was already waiting for me outside.

I exit the car and she starts going towards me with the most beautiful smile I've seen.

I took my time looking at her outfit. She was wearing this denim dress and had a pink bag to pair it with.

How can she look so casual but also very stunning at the same time?

"You look absolutely beautiful today" I said without thinking or hesitating.

She started blushing and teased "Well, I don't know about that but you're looking extra handsome today"

I didn't notice that I was already smiling from ear to ear.

Then, she laughed a little.

"What's so funny?" I asked.

"Look, it literally looks like we talked about what to wear. We're matching" she said.

I looked at what I'm wearing and realized that she's right. I was wearing a white long sleeve polo with denim jeans.

"It's kinda cute right? Like we're actually in sync" I said.

"We always are" she said, laughing.

Her laugh alone can actually make you swoon already.

"Let's go?" I asked while opening the door for her.

While driving, I was actually kind of nervous because this is really happening. A date with Becky.

I thought of this a million times before asking her out.

Where should we go that we'll both get to enjoy with lesser people for privacy?

And then it hit me. The museum.

It was perfect.

I've always been a fan of art. I love nature, specially flowers. So that would be perfect for us.

A little cliche for a first date but then again, who cares if it is. I'd go just about anywhere if I'm with Becky. Well, except going boxing, I guess.

When we arrived, I saw that Becky's eyes were sparkling with excitement. Looks like I made the right choice.

"You know, I've been wanting to go here for a while now" she said.

"Yeah? Me too" I said, smiling at her.

"Let's go?" she asked.

"Let's go." I said, while holding her hand in mine.