🍓Skephalo oneshots🫐

☆ Mostly dead

( ✖ ︿ ✖ )
(Loosely) Based on the song above :)
Warning: homophobia
—————————————————☆

[skeppy's pov]

I hate the way he talks to you.

So overconfident, he acts like he's a god and everyone should bow to him. He says that everyone, especially you, should be like him. That people shouldn't be gay, or trans, or whatever. "They're weak" he says. "They're sick" he believes.

Well I'll paint my nails the colors of the rainbow, then break that bastard's jaw. How's that for weak?

You ignore me like I'm a ghost, after all I think I've made everything worse. I mean, I must have considering how he says that you shouldn't be around me.

But who will you listen to? That lousy excuse of a father, or your boyfriend?

I've been trying to play nice but it's getting harder to fake laugh at his jokes.

He makes my blood boil. The fact you live with him makes my heart ache. I wish I could love you freely. I hate this. It's eating at me.

Sometimes I feel like I'm mostly dead.

—————————————————

I've been trying so hard to impress you, to win you over, to show you that I'm not scared of him. That I would do anything for you.

But he hates me. And because he does, so does your mom. Your sister doesn't hate me though, she just thinks I'm too reckless. That I could get you hurt. I always tell you I'd never let you get hurt, and I wouldn't, but sometimes I'm scared that I might be hurting you.

Sometimes you seem just like a ghost. Why are you so loyal to him? He hurts you. Is it because you're scared of him? We could run away together if you want.

I still try to get along with him. But I'm close to giving up, I can't fake it anymore. My friend says all my worries are in my head. But is she right? I'm scared, I'm stressed. I don't want to lose you.

I think I'm mostly dead.

—————————————————

I'm so drained I can't sleep. How am I supposed to live like this when you're constantly running back and forth between me and him. You can't please us both.

I'm so scared that my presence haunts you. I don't want to hurt you. I love you too much.
God, you make me weak.

But I don't think I can do this anymore

"You've been acting like a ghost. We can't fix this, can we?"

"No. We can't. I'm tired of faking around your dad, tired of hiding our relationship."

"I'm sorry.."

"..." "Bad, I want to break up with you."

All the things we said. All the times we laughed. It's gone. It's almost like it never existed.

I'm mostly dead.

—————————————————

First song based fic! It's a little rough imo

Also idk if I made it clear, but the "him" skeppy keeps referring is bad's dad.