🍓Skephalo oneshots🫐

☆ Fear

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[Bad's pov]

I'm scared. So, very scared. Why you ask?

Long story short; I'm in love.

Like it said, it really scares me. Why wouldn't it? He's an athletic, outgoing, charming, handsome man, way out of my league.

But my heart still decided it just had to be stupid, I just had to go fall head over heals for a man that will never feel the same.

He's straight. He only sees me as a best friend. It's honestly selfish of me to even allow myself to feel this way towards him.

But I can't help it.

His touch feels electric, every word escaping his lips sends shivers down my spine. He has a smile worth thousands of times it's weight in gold, yet he's still humble.

He's down to earth, and relatively light-hearted. He always says he's nothing special, but anyone who knows him disagrees.

We met about 4 years ago, but have since gotten really close. Close enough that we've lived together for over a year now.

And the whole time, I've had to grit my teeth and bare it every time a girl comes into him. He's seldom interested, but it still makes my blood boil in a way it shouldn't when these drunk bimbos walk up to him and try to butter him up like he's a dog they're trying to gain the trust of.

I should be happy for him. I really should. But I can't be when his very presence makes my head spin and his laugh bellows like thunder.

I can't get him out of my head! I've tried everything! Doctors, home remedies, psychological tricks, heck I've even tried going to witches and psychics for help! I don't even believe in that kind of stuff!

But none of it ever worked. My every waking minute is still spent fantasizing about my dumb youtuber roommate! I swear there's something wrong with me.

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I sit down on the couch to watch a movie or something, and skeppy decides to join me.

"Hey bad! What are we watching?"

"Uh I don't know, anything on your mind in particular?" I ask.

"Ooh! What about that Mitchell's vs the machines movie puffy was talking about? She said it's really good."

"Sounds good." I'm not usually into animated movies, but anything for skeppy.

I open Netflix and type the title into the search bar. It pops up and I hit play.

The movie is actually pretty good, better than I expected. After it ends me and skeppy just sit there and talk.

"Oh! And did you know the main character is a lesbian?" Skeppy questions.

"No I didn't!" I respond.

"Yeah! That's why her mom asks about that jade girl."

Oh, that makes sense. From there the topic dissolves into a discussion about sexuality.

Is this a good time to tell him I like boys? I've never been sure of my sexuality in particular, but I do like men in some capacity. And I know for a fact skeppy has no problem with Lgbtq+ people.

"You know, since we're on the topic.." I trail off.

Skeppy hums, signaling me to continue. I swallow, getting ready to come out for someone for the first time. I know he won't care, but I'm still scared.