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Chapter 4: Left alone

Major TW: alcohol, self harm, fainting

Y/n:
I didn't see Lady Lesso in the breakfast hall that morning. The two schools where divided by an almost invisible force that no one dared cross. I was quite hungry at that point, due to the fact that I hadn't eaten anything in almost two days. I piled my plate high with sweets and bacon as I walked over to an empty table. I just started to eat when a girl with dark black hair in a simple braid along her back came and asked to sit with me. "Hello my name is y/n" I said reaching my hand out. "Hi y/n, my name is Jackie" she shook my hand with shocking strength. We talked and soon realized that we were going to become fast friends. She also loved to read and I discovered that her mother was none other then the famous Cruella devil.

Dovey:
I felt bad knowing that Leanora was in pain, and that she was genuinely worried about a student. I also tried not to think about her drinking at nine in the morning, but it was hard. I walked into the bustling dining room and looked towards the never side of the hall. I had the ability to read minds as well as grant wishes. I used my ability to find the mind of the young y/n. {Hello my dear} I spoke into her head. I noticed how she suddenly dropped the piece of bacon she was eating and looked around worriedly. {Don't be alarmed, My name is Professor Dovey, Dean for the school of good.} I thought calmly trying to sound sweet. {Lady Lesso, wanted me to meet you, so if you'd like to come to tea later in my office your more then welcome to come!} I thought.

Y/n:
What the hell-
I looked around trying to see who was in my head and why I could hear them. I soon learned that it was the dean for good inviting me for tea in her office. {sure I'd love to!} I thought with a slight enthusiasm. Jackie and I stood as breakfast was now over and walked to our first class together at the school for evil: Curses and Death traps. We waited for over 20 minutes awaiting the arrival of the professor but none came. Eventually the same wolf guard who you meet the day of your arrival informed everyone that the class had been canceled and instructed you all to head straight to your dorms.

Dovey:
I heard a knock on my office door. I opened it expecting it to be a student looking for guidance, only to find one of Lesso's wolf guards informing me that Lady Lesso had never showed up to teach her class. I immediately got up and started to run to the opposite school, ignoring all of the odd glances about me being there. I took a deep breath and knocked gently on Lesso's bedroom door. No reply. I knocked harder. Still no reply. I used my finger glow to open the locked door and stepped inside, I was immediately greeted by the sent of vodka and fresh blood.

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Earlier in Lesso's room:

I realized that I had fallen asleep yet again in my office chair. I wasn't sober and had a hard time dragging my body to my bedroom down the hall. I wasn't always addicted to alcohol and most of the time I was sober, however once my leg hurt to much or the memories became to overwhelming, I turned to a good drink. I grabbed a bottle of pure Vodka from a hiding place near my book shelf and downed a good portion of the bottle. Seeing how skinny and underweight y/n was made me think of how he shamed me into loosing weight, I starved myself to be good enough for him. I saw the bruising on y/n's legs and it reminded me of every time I spoke without his consent. I couldn't think straight as I opened my bedside drawer and pulled out my small silver pocket knife. I felt in control again as I made two freshly cut lines on my forearm.

Y/n:
I heard the loud sound of heels running, which interrupted me from the magical world I was immersed in while reading a book. I looked up and saw the good dean running to Lady Lesso's room. I saw her shout and ran to see what was happening. The good dean noticed me behind her and used her magic to shove me out of the room locking the door, and not allowing me to understand what was happening in there.

Dovey:
I heard the sound of footsteps behind me and noticed that it was y/n. I couldn't let her see Lesso like this, so I shoved her out of the room locking the door. I saw Leo laying on the floor and I felt the tears start falling from my eyes as I knelt down to her. I checked her pulse only to realize she had probably passed out. I saw the bottle of vodka and the knife lying nearby. I gently picked her up and carried her to her bathroom. Leo opened her eyes and was very confused as to what I was doing there and kept calling me 'CC'. I set her down on the floor and got a fresh cloth from a cabinet and dabbed it to her forearm. I used antiseptic to clean her cuts and gently wrapped them with bandages. I pulled her into a gentle hug, not understanding how she could do this to herself. I looked at her arm again and realized that this likely wasn't the first time. Her pain was spelled out as I saw all the scars on her arm. I started to cry and noticed how Lesso was slowly coming back to being herself. She started to tear up once she realized what I had seen.

A/n:
I'm sorry this got dark really fast. I wanted there to be more of a story to Lesso. Lmk what you think. I'm sorry about spelling and grammar issues. Thank you for reading! :))