All for you.

Chapter 11: I love you

TW: attempted suicide, mentions of r@pe and abuse.

Lesso:
The sound of voices soon became muffled in my haze of a reality. Breathe. Can you feel your fingers Leonora? Grab onto something, ground yourself. I didn't feel anything as y/n carefully picked me up and brought me to Doveys bathroom. I remembered zoning into a muffled reality as she filled up the bathtub. "Nora??" I finally heard her say. "Mm." I muttered trying to form a sentence. "Can you take a bath my love? I think it'll help you feel better." I nodded and I felt her gently pick me up and place me in the tub. "I'll be back in a minute my darling ok?" "o-ok" I softly whispered. I saw her turn the water off and shut the door on her way out. Pain. That was the one thing my muffled brain could comprehend. My leg burned and I briefly remembered him grabbing a bar and smashing it down on my knee. My head aches and I just felt so dirty. Rafals hands all over me. His filth inside my body. I just felt so tired. Tired of the pain that I constantly felt and I just wanted a break. I slowly started sliding down the tub. I didn't have the energy to pull myself up. The water was pleasantly warm and I just let my head slip under the water. And not come up.

Y/n:
I gently shut the door to the bathroom to give Nora a moment to herself. I walked back into Doveys office to see her sitting in her chair with a bottle of vodka in her hand. "I fucking hate him." She said saangrily. I laughed at this even though it wasn't funny. I walked over to her and took the bottle out of her hands, taking a massive swig myself. "What do we do...?" I finally asked. "We ask her what she wants. But y/n... I've never seen her like this, it's bad I honestly don't know if she's even ok." "Dovey he fucking r@ped her, beat her the fuck up, and got her pregnant. Do you really just now realize she's not ok?" Dovey just looked at me sadly and shook her head.  We sat there in silence for a moment until I realized something. It was to quiet. "Dovey... don't you think we would have heard some kind of movement by now...?" We both shared a knowing look and faster then I would have though possible raced to the bathroom. It was dead silent.

No one's pov:

"Leonora!!!???" Dovey said as she knocked on the door. "If you don't open up now we're coming in!!" No response. "Fuck it!!" Y/n said as she opened the door. The only sound that was heard was y/n screaming.
Lesso lay in the bathtub with her head sunk under the water not moving. Dovey went over and immediately took Lesso's limp form out of the tub and placed her on the bath mat on the floor. Dovey started cpr and kept her tears in as she desperately tried to bring her best friend back. Y/n was now collapsed onto her knees at the door way sobbing and screaming out like a hurt animal. "Y/n!! Stop the shouting please!! Help me!" Dovey yelled. Y/n finally managed to scoot her body over to Lesso and Dovey. "Come on LEO!!" Dovey yelled while continuing to give cpr. "WAKE UP LEONORA!! YOU DON'T GET TO FUCKING DIE!!!" Y/n screamed while continuing to sob. Dovey couldn't hold back anymore and allowed for a few tears to fall down her face. Y/n suddenly pushed dovey out of the way and began to give Leonora mouth to mouth praying it would work. A heartbeat then a breath and then finally a cough.

Lesso:
Water was in my throat and before I knew it I was coughing my lungs up. All I remember was a warm light and suddenly y/n and Dovey were sitting over me. "h-hi raven" I meekly croaked out. At that point Clarissa started sobbing and threw her arms around me. I hissed at the pain that came from the sudden touch but I let her do it. Y/n got up and pulled a robe off of Doveys hanger and gently placed it over me. She bent on her knees and picked my head and placed it in her lap. "Your still in this shitty game with me Nora" she whispered as she bent down so her forehead was against mine. "I'll be back in a little bit..." Clarie said excising herself out of the room. I felt wet tears on my face and soon let my own join the mix. "I-it hurts... everything just hurts!!" I finally said starting to sob. Y/n wrapped her arms around me, never wanting to let me go. "Nora please don't leave me again!! Everyone I've ever loved is gone and I can't lose the one I love most!" She said nuzzling her face into my wet hair. "you love me?" I whispered. "More then anything." She said. I smiled softly and closed my eyes. "I love you to raven." I said. We stayed like that for a few more minutes until we decided to move to a spare bedroom in the school for good as I wasn't in any condition to go back to my own chambers.

Dovey:
I excused myself from the bathroom know Leo was in good hands with y/n. I now couldn't care less about the tears streaming down my face as I rushed to Emma's room. I knocked on the door and a worried looking Emma greeted me. "Rissa??" She asked as she pulled me in. I instantly threw myself into her arms and just sobbed. She knelt down on the floor and just let me cry while she rubbed my back in a soft soothing manner. "E-emma don't go please." I began to say before she interrupted me. "Clarissa Dovey. I'm not ever going anywhere ok?" I nodded and held me face up against her chest and hugged her tightly. We stayed like that until I physically couldn't cry anymore. "How about we clean up and go to bed darling?" She asked me. I nodded and we slowly got up, our legs feeling like jelly. We went into her bathroom and she started to draw a bath. "NO please no!!" I shouted backing up slightly. "Shh shh it's ok we don't have to. How about a shower?" She asked as she rushed to stand near me holding my arms. I nodded and I started to take my golden dress off that was still covered in Leo's blood. "Emma? Could you please stay?" I asked. She nodded and proceeded to take off her silky dress and excessive hairpiece. She got in and just hugged me until I just physically melted into her touch. "She almost died Em... and I would've been my fault." I told her the entire  story and just let her hold me.

A/N:
Ok I'm back!! If your struggling please talk to someone you trust or you can always private message me. I wanna try and post more often but I got moody parents who take my phone so we'll see ✌️ILYSM!!! y'all 1.3k!!!! Tybbb :))