The Maze Runner -Flare In Flames- |Newt X Reader|

Chapter 34~A Horizon Without Mountains~

Y/N's POV
       I instantly rush over to Newt at he lies there, struggling to breathe. Save him Y/N. Same him. "Newt please!" I shout holding his face. Watching him gasp for air. The world around us screams as smoke and debris fill the air. My body shakes from the rumble of missiles firing and terror building inside of me. Suddenly his eyes shoot open as he uses a force like no other to pin me down. We roll countless times, so much that I even become dizzy. Until things are different. The environment around us has completely changed as a younger version of Newt holds himself above me. I find us laughing at one another. We're at least a few years younger and nowhere near the physical tiredness from seconds before. Newt looks down at me with a gleaming galaxy in his eyes as he moves a piece of hair behind my ear. "You know my mom is going to kill us if she sees us alone in here." I laugh at the nerves twinkling beneath my spine. "Then let's not get caught." A smirk appears on his handsome face before he motions down to me. Our lips connect as millions of butterflies exists in my stomach. He gently cups my neck with his hand as the kissing intensifies. The Earth beneath us spins a billion times faster. My heart beats a trillion beats quicker as his love pour into my soul. Then I feel a complete shift, and I know this moment is ruined. He pulls away revealing crank Newt on top ready to stab me with the knife. I hold his wrists back as much as I can before the knife begins to enter my chest. I kick him off of me, barely making it away before any serious damage is done. He's not done yet. Newt swings the knife over and over as I dodge and weave to the best of my ability. But it's not enough. It wasn't enough then... it isn't enough now. We collide together as the knife pierces skin. He holds me deeply before letting go to find another change in scenery. We are in a gray room as his intense eyes stare into mine. "Listen Y/N, they're going to take me." Panic. It all happens so fast as Newt gently cups my face. "They're going to take me, and I won't remember you." I have no control, no choice in my words as if it's a reality. A memory. "I need you to promise you'll remember." He states as shock fills my consciousness. "I couldn't forget you Newt." I say, but he doesn't seem convinced. "No. I'm going to forget, and you will too. I promise to find you. I promise to find you and remember who you are. We will be together again." I am left with no words as he pulls me back into his arms. Then I feel it. I feel the pressure, the sting as if a quadrillion wasps swarmed me. The shudder of my body as the knife pierces the middle of my chest. Crank Newt backs away from me, and I find it hard to stand. To breathe. My legs ache, my brain throbs, my heart begins to slow. Crank Newt stares as I begin to fall to the cold concrete. Is this how he felt? When he died? Is this the pain he endured? My muscles relax. The ringing in my ears intensifies but suddenly quiets after a minute or two. Time is lost staring up, focusing on breathing. I hear a faint high pitched beep before staring above me and being overcome with total darkness.

Newt's POV
       The sirens sound as we run down corridor after corridor. The nurses and doctors pay no attention to us as they seem pretty concerned about a potential fire. Although chaos lives and breaths around us, all I can think about is the thought of Y/N being just behind this corner. Or just behind that corner. I was so convinced that this was my fate. And after all we've been through, this is what had to happen. To keep her safe. She is here. She is really here, and I get to feel her against me. I finally will hear that beautiful accent of hers. That smile, and those eyes. Those amazing e/c eyes. She will laugh and cry and feel things, and I finally get to experience all of that from her. She is mine, and I am hers. After all that we've been through, we can finally be together for sure this time. Until I find myself in front of that window, starting at her body laying on a table. Cords and machines hooked to her skin. Doctors flailing their arms. Mason shouting at them to do something. And a screen that shows a horizon without mountains. Those beautiful mountains of life and breath. Completely gone.
       I cant feel anything. I cant hear anything. Nurses and doctors rush to the rescue. I feel supportive hands grip my shoulders. My vision seconds in delay as Aris nods to show that he's here. My head turns back at her body and my heart beat echos in my own ears. They shock her once. Turn the knob. Shock her twice. My mouth and throat begin drying up. Breathe Y/N. Breathe. She is shocked again, yet the monitor stays constant and her eyes remain closed. The tears begin strolling. "Come on Y/N. Breathe." Aris arms wrap around my shoulder as his cries fill my ears. My grip tightens on the window sill. "Please." I manage when they stop. The nurses take a step back, and Mason's frustrations echo through the room. My heart shatters unlike any feeling felt before. They gave up so fast. "We have to go." Rowan states. My legs feel as if they are going to give out. "No." I reply. Is this how she felt? Aris' cries continue. "We stick to the plan." I insist staring deeply at the doctor. Is this how she felt when she thought I was dead? He doesn't say anything more. I know he understands. I know he realizes what I mean. I have to see her. I have to see her one last time before they take her away.